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life is what u live .death is a must because u are promised death in 1 way or the other..and pain fuels your hate that is what life is about ...finding yourself before it controls u. it is a ever lasting battle that i am up 4.what do u do when the pain is what runs ur life? i did not kno untill my ma and dad died 6 months ago .~RIP~now i finally understand what true pain is..it is sad that it took loseing all that to find out what family truely is and what friends mean.i dont like how it happened but i will live with it because i will not take my life with my own hands...this promise..it hurst even more when u give ur heart to a specal someone and they rip it out of ur cheast.. then they use u..that is how fucked up life is.. u can never let down ur guard.. and to love is everlasting happyiness.. once u have found it.~that is all i have t say~YOURS TRUELY,CHAOS~