ONE FUCKED UP PART OF LIFE IS THAT YOU DONT KNOW YOU ARE REALLY WHO YOU THINK YOU ARE.I HAVE HIT THE POINT THAT I DONT FEAR THE DARK ABISSE.THAT IS WHEN YOU KNOW WHO U REALLY R AND CAN FIND A BRIEF POINT OF ~HAPPY THOUGHTS~BUT THAT ONLY HAPPENS 1 IN A LIFE TIME . TO GET THE ICE HEART U DONT LISTEN TO ALOT OF BULL SHIT THAT PEOPLE SPEW OUT OF THERE MOUTHS. I HATE IT WHEN I HAVE 2 TELL LIES FROM TRUTH. BUT THAT IS THE SAD TWISTED WORLD WE LIVE{:
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH WHY DID U LOOK AT THIS DONT U KNO THAT ITS BAD TO LOOK AT OTHER PEOPLE'S SHIT THAT THEY WROTE?
!!GOTCHA!!
BLACK-MMMMM WHAT THE FUCK R U UP TO.GREEN>IM UP TO MY USUAL MISTIFF.BLACK UH NO I SEE THAT LOOK IN YOUR EYES WHAT R U PLANNING??GREEN> JUST MY NORMAL WAYS THAT I AM BUT TODAY IS DIFFERNT I FEEL LIKE IM SUPERMAN.BLACK~~NOW IS THAT IN THE BED OR THE POOL~~~?GREEN>MMMMMMMM WELL IN BED I FEEL LIKE I GREW 5 INCHES AND ADDED 3 INCHES IN GIRTH AND THATS ADDED ON TO THE 10 THATS ALREADY THERE.BLACK ~~THEN U WOKE WITH THE PILLOW IN BETWEEN WITH A QUATER SIZE HOLE IN IT NOW BACK 2 LIFE HOW DO U LIKE ME NOW??? ~~~~NANANANA~~~~ GREEN WELL IF U REALLY MUST KNO I DONT LIKE ANY BODY BUT MYSELF AND THAT INCLUDES MY SELF RITIOUS COCK.BLACK~~~CHAOS STARTS GRIN~~~CHAOS PULLES OUT A KNIFE THEN STABS GREEN IN THE NECK ~~~CHAOS SMILES TO SEE GREENS BLOOD~~~~GREEN>>>>>BUT THEN BLACK REALIZES THAT HIS DREAMS MAY NEVER IN ANY LIFETIME CUM TRUE EVEN IF ALL HE EVER REALLY BELIEVED IN WAS PORN AND WHISKEY NOT TO MENTION A FEW TOKES IF YA'LL KNO WAT I MEAN.BLACK~~~SMILES AND TURNS UP THE PORN ON TIVO THEN STARTS TO BEAT OFF>>>>>>>.......././././/././ TWO HOURS LATER ~~~OH YES THEN BLACK BLEW HIS LOAD ~~~~ROLLS OVER~~~GOES TO SLEEP????GREEN>>>>>>AND THATS THE END OF BLACK AS WE KNO IT.
I DON T ALWAYS HAVE THE RIGHT ANSWER TO GIVE. BUT I AM ALWAYS THERE TO LISTEN IF YOU EVER NEED TO TALK.WHAT DO YOU DO WHEN THE SHADOWS TEAR FROM YOUR GUT DESTROYING YOU COMPLETELY.THEN YOU LIKE TO KILL AND TO BITE AS WELL AS UNCONTROLABLE RAGE PENT UP FROM 1000 YEARS OF LIVING IN HELL ITSELF. I WILL FINISH THIS SHIT LATER. ~~~~~~ UNDER CONSTRUCTION~~~~~
WHAT DO U WANT TO SEE. GO HOME AND SMOKE ANOTHER BOWL.HAHAHA.I HAVE TOO MUCH TIME ON MY HANDS WHEN I CAN DO THIS ALL NIGHT LONG.
HELP /FUCK / THAT NO ONE GETS CLOSE ENOUGHT TO HELP LET ALONE HURT.HAVE U EVER TRUSTED SOMEONE SO MUCH THAT U WOULD TRUST THEM WITH YOUR LIFE. THEN WHEN THAT TIME COMES THEY BAIL LIKE A BITCH .IT GRINDS MY GEARS WHEN PEOPLE ACT LIKE WHO THEY ARE NOT.IT REALLY HURTS WHEN YOU GIVE YOUR HEART AWAY AND THE LADY YOU GIVE IT TO .WELL SHE CRUSHES IT LIKE ALL OF YOUR HOPES AND DREAMS . IT IS LIKE AN EARTHQUAKE AND THE GROUND GIVES WAY. BEFOR YOU REALIZED THAT YOU ARE TRAPPED BENEATH THOUSANDS OF POUNDS OF RUBBLE AND YOU ARE FADING .SORTA SEAMS LIKE MY LIFE>>>>>>>>>>LOL..
HOW IS EVERYBODY?I ALWAYS WANTED TO FIND MY SHADOW. WHERE I DONT HAVE TO WORRIE ABOUT GETTING HURT AND I CAN WALK WITHOUT FEAR . IT IS SOMETHING I HAVE GROWN QUITE FOND OF . CAN U BEAT THE SHADOW OR WILL IT CONSUME YOUR VERY SOUL.IT IS ONE OF THEM THINGS THAT YOU MUST FIND OUT ON YOUR OWN..ARE YOU WILLEN TO STEP UP AND TRY IT NO MATTER WHAT THE COST IS .I KNOW I AM.I CANT LOSE NO MORE .NOTHING CAN BE TAKEN CAUSE ALL I ONCE HAD WAS TAKEN LONG AGO.I WAS LEFT ALONG AND IN FEAR I TAUGHT MYSELF.IT HAS MADE ME THE PERSON I AM TODAY.I DONT FEAR DEATH I WELCOME IT .CAUSE I WONT DIE BY MY OWN HAND . I WILL GO OUT WITH A FIGHT. SO WHEN I DIE I CAN GO IN PEACE.KNOWING I DID MY BEST .I WOULD KNOW MY DEATH WOULD SERVE ITS PURPOSE.AND I WOULD NOT DIE IN VAIN.
WOW HERE WE GO AGAIN. NOW THAT I HAVE JUST FINISHED MY BOTTLE LET ME GET STARTED.HAVE U EVER HAD A NIGHT WHERE U DID NOT KNOW IF U WERE GOING TO DIE OR LIVE I HAD ONE OF THEM WELL THATS BESIDE THE POINT HERES WHAT I HAVE TO SAY.I DONT KNOW WHAT IS WORSE PEOPLE USEING PEOPLE IN THERE OWN TWISTED MIND GAMES OR LIARS.I WOULD LIKE TO GET AHOLD OF SOME OF THEM AND DO SOME DAMAGE.IF U HAVE BEEN LIED TOO ALL YOUR LIFE WHAT MORE DO U EXPECT. ITS MAKES U A CREATURE OF HABBIT. SO I CHOOSE TO KEEP MY MASK ON.SO NO ONE GETS CLOSE ENOUGHT TO HURT ME .SOMETIMES I WONDER CAN IT GET ANY WORSE OR HAVE I HIT ROCK BOTTOM.I WILL NEVER BE ABLE TO ANSWER THAT CAUSE EVERYBODY HAS A DIFFERENT VIEW.
I WENT TO HELL .I WAS AMAZED TO FIND OUT THAT HELL IS MADE UP OF FIRE AND ICE. WOW I LIKED THE FIRE BUT THE ICE WAS NICE AND WAS CRAWLING WITH MICE.WOW I HAVE NO CLUE WHAT THE HELL I AM DOING. I AM JUST HAVING FUN LEARNING THE SYSTEM .DID U EVER BATTLE A DEMON..WOW WHERE IS THIS GOING??I AM THE GRAND MOTHER OF ALL SEX MACHINES!!!!!!!!
3 DAYS AGO I SHOT MYSELF IN THE FOOT. 2 DAYS AGO I BROKE MY FOOT. YESTERDAY I LOST IT. 2DAY I FOUND IT IN A PILE OF SHIT.WOW IS THAT NOT SOME SCREWED UP WRITING .I WAS ON A DEX TRIP WHEN I WROTE BUT WHO CARES ABOUT THAT ./LOL/
BLUE what is that is that a color? BLACK no it is the new tobacco flavor. BLUE i like mushrooms BLACK do u really? BLUE YES I JUST PICK THEM FROM UNDER MY BALLS>LOL?? BLACK but what if he drugged u and brought u to a gay bar? BLUE FU*K NO then i would be feeling raw when i sh*t lol GRAY if u were a black guy who would u kill? BLACK michael brown BLUE thats fucked up we should just have a bbq the ?? GRAY USE THE GEORGE FORMAN GRILL. lol BLACK i am against bald people. BLUE thats fucked up because u stroke one every night.and i waxed your moms head. GRAY DROPS OUT BLACK ?????? got nothing. BLUE i love tits i cant get enough of them. BLACK ... ... ... THE end ... ... ...
when u think u hit rock bottom,when u feel like u have nothing left, u find out u havent even scratched the surface! that is when you find out lifes true purpose.it is when the shadows devoir your very reason for life itself.when u have no hope and nothing too lose, that is when u r not afraid to die.it IT IS WHEN U FIND OUT LIFE IS A LIE!!
i have fallen and i cant get up. and i am down on my luck. i really dont give a fuck . i always see the greater dot as i smoke my pot!!! and as my life is like a toll i always smoke my fuckin bowl>lol.{its true}
HI can anyone help me????LOL got u..mmmmm.next time???
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