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deathawaits666

march 16th 2008

9:12 pm

NY [state. not the city :)]



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i am really bored at the moment, and i really miss my boyfriend john.... i just wanted to clear my mind and i guess this is the best way possable so ill let it go.





ok me and john have been dating on and off since september, and this is our 4th try. the reasons we broke up were due to a 2 year age difference. well his mom was the one who inforced the break ups.. so yea...



well any way this time around he has changed his way of thinking, hes been saying how he Never wants to lose me again. and how he wants to be with me forever... sweet i know...



he also says i have changed him in so many ways, he just isnt the same guy without me there....





the thing is im only 14 turnin 15 in less than a month and he just turned 17 in feb... and i have to basically lie to his mom and say im older than i am so she doesnt split us up again... and well i dont like to lie but this is the only way i can stay with him....



and well i really love him.....hummmm i am so stressed... what the heck is wrong with a 2 year and 1 month age difference?



GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR



its not like ima force him to do anything to cause him to get into trouble.. and nither will he... i just dont get it...



my rents are fine with us dating, but his mom has a problem with it...



heck im willing to wait till im 18 to be with him, as long as he can wait to...





if it ever came to that that is....