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deep in the confides of my mind, i find that im losing the ground that im on, this is my punishment for being me, there is no way out, try if you must, ill still be here when you give up, giving you a reason to cry, i have lost my sense of self preservation, and im dying of my lack of empathty.

breaking all the rules, just who do you think you are, not a person just a number, string them up boys, the gluttones are starving and they havent ate in minutes, simplistic fucking clones.

a reward for a total wreck, part of the earth again, thats what i dream, of movie scenes i cant escape, i was young just, yesterday and i cant believe, its still the summer, leaves is what we are alive for a season, then we die, and fall to the ground, where we rest until the next season, but our tree has withered and died, dont hold back, give it all you got, because this is the last moment i open my stupid mouth, im choking on words that ill never fucking say.

am i letting my heart stop, a drop of that word, has always sent tingles down my spine, are you looking through even, yourself, and i doubt that ill ever really change, at all im holding myself, against my, will nobody move or speak, im trying to sort out, these words, but my back is strong, and my mind is weak, my coffes getting cold, and all my ciggs are gone, but this is just the way i wanted, it to be, and im counting my blessings, on one hand, im writing down the things, that never, really mattered, and im saying that, and i would take, it back but my last breath, my last words, my last song, would simply say sorry.

the roses have faded, and lost their scent, and my arm is numb, and the pain i feel, is better than feeling nothing at all, their appears to be, a problem here, and the house has caught fire, but we still sleep, soundly through the night.