The Ultimate Vampire Resource and Directory

Life has it's ups and fuck ed up downs whether it be sitting in a dark room playing shooter games and wondering should I have gone to the bar or club or whatever you want to say. What am I doing that is so amazing that it beats out most happiness you could possibly still have from a better life. What is it when you can say that and still in some odd way everything is just fine your friends are your family and your family are your friends and we all still seem to want to fight. Why fight because that's what we are paid to do and that's just peachy. We will all continue to live in an existance that everything will always be predetermined and doesn't just let loose and be indigenous to our ancient roots of early life of existance.