srry ran out of messages can't send anymore if you read this look at my journal board.....
luv ya
punkwings
im ignored by every one im invisible to those around i dont know why they cant see the real me then i realise i dont know my inner self i go looking for it evry where i look i seem to be going the wrong direction and geting farther from it yet i keep going hopeing to find it and some one who sees who i am as well i dont know if that day will come be for i expire but should i fear if it does im not sure if ill find her or if she'll find me i guess im lost in this hell for the rest of my exsistance im only 16 but i feel like im 5 years old in side scard at what awaits me yet i go out as if its doesn't bother me in the least thats the best thing about not being in the "RIGHT" state of mind nothing really matters any more ( laughs ) as i see it your only normal when your diffrent from every one else
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