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this feeling is stang to me

this feeling is new

it came after you left

it came came when i needed you the most

i dont know how to deal

i dont know what to do

the only thing i know is that i am lost with out you

the only thing i feel is pain for you

i needed to learn more from you

i needed to talk more with you

pain is all i know now

pain is all i feel now

i loved you so much

i needed you so much

how i long for you now

how i need you now

it is hard with out you

it is hard to wake up now

i dont want to get out of bed now

i dont want to go to work now

deth is what took you

deth why dont you take me

i am lost without you dad

i am lost without you

i feel wierd cause there is something missing

i feel mad cause he is gone

i feel alone cause he is no longer around

i want to kill someone but i dont know who

i want to kill my self but i cant for my familly needs me

i want cry but it wont come out

i wanted to say good bye but didnt get the chance

it hurts to think of it but everyone wants to help

i have to be strong because i am the man now

but i wasnt ready for him to go

i need his gidence but he is not here to teach me any more

i just need him to talk to

i am just a kid and i was not ready to be the man

he was the best

he loved me

he spoiled me

he gave me all he could

he was my dad

every body loved him

no one could speek bad of him

if he was still here i could tell him that

if he was still here he could teach me more

dad i love you and will always miss you

your son john