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I feel antisocial lately. Wanting to be left alone to clear my mind but when alone it makes me think even more. Makes me think of things I didn't want to think about before. Like how can I be sexually attracted to several men as well as wanting to date more than one or even the fact that several men want to either marry or live with me. It confuses me to no avail. I wonder if any of them are truly any good for me or am I searching for the one that'll tame me. Make me want him and only him. So far I've been untameable. I look and search and yet have not found the one. The one that'll bring me to my knees make me die to be with him. Sacrifice myself to be his everything for him. Sigh. Things I don't want to think about. Things that'll probably never be.