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Life is like a vast sea with many currents that will pull you many ways off ur path. I was once caught in one that sent me on a path to self -destruction. My days were dark and cold for 19 long years; full of nothing but hurt and despair,anger and hate. Recently i found my peace in my own little world of happiness. As weird as this sounds but i assure its true.I will describe how i got there.I recently went and signed into a crazy ward because i was going to jump off a building. When i was there i met someone. We would sit there and talk for hours about life and other things related to life. The persons name was Mag. In the short time i was there i started to feel emotions that i hadn't felt in a very long time.When i left she invited me to come and stay with her, and she asked if i had a place to stay until she got out too. I said yea sure i can get something. I went with another girl to stay with. i had heard some bad things about her but i really needed the place to stay. It was pure hell i slept with one eye open or didn't sleep at all. I did that for a week till my friend Mag got out.So now im living with her and im happy for once.In the time since I've moved in i have come to know Mag better. Ive found im back on the path. I can finally get my life back. I was able to do it.

its been a cold day a day that always matchs the hurt and ach inside waiting to come out but no light shines on me to warm me im cast into the dark with no answers just more quiestions tham when i first started.