The Ultimate Vampire Resource and Directory

Mom! Mom! Mom! Are you there? I swear I saw you. I am not lying. I am telling the truth. Believe me I am not crazy I actually saw my real mom. I did! It's no lie I swear. I did! Believe me please. I saw her. I did! Don't be mad at me I really did. Please mom come out so I can prove I'm not a fool. Please! Please! I am begging you.

--Sara Lynn

Mom the day I started to miss you most was when I got adopted because I had a new family but I also had an old family and I wasn't used to having a new family yet. I know it takes a lot of time to get used to a new family and it did take a while to get used to my new family. I love my old family but I also love my new family.

--Sara Lynn

Mom are you answering my prayers? Are you hearing how much I love and miss you? How come you left me? Was I too much of a crier? Or did you give me up because you love me and couldn't risk to hurt me? I know you are busy but if you are not answering my prayers, please answer this one it is very important.

--Sara Lynn

I am very smart and I have a brain. I am very loving but I have no heart. I don't have a heart because I am not filled with happiness.

--Sara Lynn

COMMENTS

-

---

martin
16:06 May 06 2011

i can relate

---

POST COMMENT

My mom is gone. Do you know where she is? First thing I know I am in her arms. Next thing I know she is gone and I am in foster care. My mom is gone I thought, forever. But then I remembered something, when someone is gone they are not really gone they are in your heart.

--Sara Lynn

I love you, I miss you and I want to see you. I haven't seen you in a while but when I will see you I will be happy. I can't wait to see you if I have the chance.

--Sara Lynn

What is a person like me doing in a world like this? I don't fit in. Everybody is seen but not me. I try to be seen but it is like a pot of invisibility ink spilled on me. I love my life but I want to be seen.

--Sara Lynn

I come home every day with a backpack, a snack, and an empty heart. In my heart there is nothing in it anymore. I have no more happiness in my heart. I look happy on the outside but I'm sad on the inside.

--Sara Lynn

I don't fit in in this world. I'm not normal. I barely get seen by people. Don't ask but I will give you one hint. I am not a ghost. I am not pale and I don't float in the air. So stop guessing, I am not a ghost. I am a human being but no one sees me. I am not invisible or anything like that people just treat me like I am invisible. I say "Look at me, look at me," and wave but people say "What? Did you hear that? Is somebody there?" I slump and walk to another table. I sit there to see of someone comes but no one else comes. I hope that one day I wont be invisible and people see me.

--Sara Lynn

I'm bleeding to death. I can't live much longer. I'm going to die soon. I can't always be by your side. My time will come soon. I'm bleeding to death, I am dieing slowly. I can't live without blood. I'm dieing with no heart, no soul, no blood. I am trying to get all the strength I need but it's too late. I'm already half dead. I want someone to help but it is no use. I can't get help. I'm already half dead. Goodbye. Remember me. I am already dead and going to the afterlife.

--Sara Lynn

Do you know how it feels like to be given up by your mother. Well I do it. It brings a lot of pain to my heart. I try to toughen up and not feel the pain but it is too strong. I can't give up the fact that my mother gave me up. I know it's time to say goodbye and let go but I'm not ready to let go yet. Every day I think of you and that brings ever more pain to my heart. I can't stop thinking if you. I try and try but it is to hard. I love you mom but I can't think of you every day or I will have pain in my heart that will never go away

--Sara Lynn

As many people know life can be hard. My life as a kid was hard. I was three when my mother gave me up. I cried so hard I could have drowned in my own tears. Life growing up was defiantly a lot harder than I would have thought. I keep walking down the road until I know who I am. the road is not changing. I keep walking forward. I am waiting for a turn but all there is is a flat straight road. I keep walking even though my feet grow tired. I don't care what it takes because I know one day I will reach the end of the road.

--Sara Lynn

A river filled, thats where my tears go when they don't go down my face. I can't hide my emotions any longer. I feel like I'm going to explode. Sometimes I hide, sometimes I don't, but when I do I wear jeans and a big hoodie. I sit alone at lunch. I try to look happy but I just can't. I raise my hand to get in line. I line up. I get pushed back to the end of the line. And I leave the cafeteria by myself and that makes me want to cry the most. Some day I know will be a happy day. And I think my tears will go in the river and not down my face.

--Sara Lynn

Dear Mom,

Hi mom. It's me the youngest you gave birth to. I wish you were there when I learned how to talk and walk and dance. I wish you were there when I was six at my dance recital clapping and cheering me on. And when I was sad you would hug me until my tears were gone. And when I was mad and threw a fit you settle me down. And when I was nervous you would get rid of the butterflies by telling me everything would be alright. And when I was happy you would see the big smile that grew upon my face. And when I got pulled away from you I never stop thinking about you.

--Sara Lynn

I was playing in the snow. My nose was red. My legs were shaking. I fell to the ground. I used my strength to get up. Suddenly I heard my mom, "Come in, time for lunch!" I ran up the wooden stairs and into my house. When I go in there was hot steamy butter noddles on the table and hot chocolate. I took off my snow gear and sat down. I leaned back in the table chair and watched the small TV in the kitchen.

--Sara Lynn

I wish I could be discovered. And people saw the real me. Not some person trying to fit in wearing cool clothes. I feel invisible and most of the time people treat me like I'm invisible. I get picked on a lot because I am adopted and very different. I wish I could just start over and have a lot of friends. I sit alone most of the time at lunch feeling left out of almost everything. I try my best to get a lot of friends and be nice but no matter what I do I always end up at the end of the lonely empty lunch table. I wish I had a fairy god mother giving me my every wish. Because I would be really happy. I wish I had a friend or two to make me happy. I really need a friend to guide me and help me through the year.

--Sara Lynn