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For those who may have wondered if I had given up at this. I am still here. I have been ill and also "taking out the trash" so to speak. Every once in a while I consult my oracle and it has never failed me. When I become too tired to share my thoughts, and sleep is always on the fringe of my existence, I need to get rid of the pests that are trying to invade my mind. Though I tend to be a loner, there are those who try so very hard to enter my space. Something I do not freely give. Why should I? I think one should have to prove themselves before they feel that they can step into my world. I don't believe that drama the very first time I meet you constitutes that one is my friend. Ahhhh but some feel that it is. Almost as if being in my presence while others are not gives them status. Trust me it does not. I did not come as far as I have in this world by keeping up with the idiot next door. It is best to keep one's distance. I like to look at things from afar. I know that at times I am harsh and even cruel, but I never say that life is full of games and smiles. Because I speak so freely of what I see, some will shy away or feel that they must belittle me because they know not who I am. But oh if they did, they would run.



You see, when you can see inside someone's empty soul, you see all. When you began to tell them how their existence is not significant, they hate the truth. I only will speak truth and if they choose to listen then they must accept what fate lies before them. After all, I exist as I am and accept who I am. Some people never truly exist though they try. My own saying to thee,

"Accept thine fate and the soul will reveal itself".

Be careful some souls are darker than that which is the universe however bright. The light can mask what is dark, but I see it.