What's this thing I think I am going to say
It always seems to turn out this way
Losing hope that you love me by the end of the day
Time is closing in
Fate is closing in
Space is locking down
Faith is dieing down
Trying hard but the results always remain the same
(When everything is grey)
Left alone at home every night
Hours tick by crawling so slow
Trying hard not to let the emotion show
(When everything is red)
Holding nothing in my arms so tight
Oh my god... I can't sleep
And when I dream... I can feel death bareing down on me
The only company I will ever know
That haunting figure in my mind
His touch cold and soothing as ever
Bleeding my heart out for his love
Tearing my flesh apart....
His loves me can't you see...
By the way he sinks his fangs into me
Draining my soul away...
Til there is nothing, nothing left in my heart
(When everything is dead)
That the dark creatures in the corners of my sight
Would come and take me away
But I will not slip into that eternal night
I could not be so easily blessed
Always struggling
Always having to fight
But as I lay there wishing
Smoking clove after clove after clove
Waiting for the momentary chemical bliss
An angel with the smokey wings
Watching these halos float on high
Ethonol currents running through my veins
Where are my saviors now?
Penalties I can never pay
Chains I must always wear
Prisons I forever scream in
Peace I will never know
Death blowing kisses as he walks on by...
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