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There are somthing's in my life i do not understand.

But there is one thing in my life i can depend on.

That is you, I know you will be here for me.

I know that i can trust you with all my secrets.

That you will be a part of my life no matter what i tell you.

I know that you care for me and always will.

I need you to know that i care for you to until the day i die.

That my life would not be complet if you were not in it. There would be a part of my soul missing, my dear friend if you were gone.

I never new i could love a freinds as much as i do you.

You will always be my friend, my family.

Know i care my dear one.

JK-x-

In the darkness, when i 'm alone.

My thoughts are of you.

I feel your presence, Yet i know you are gone for me.

I sence you, yet i know when i look you will not be here.

Why did i have to fall for you.

When i knew it was to late for me and you.

I knew when you had left me on that dark night.

That it would be the last time , i would see you.

I just had a feeling.

Now more than ever i wish i had told you i loved you.

That you were my soul mate, we should have been together forever.

But one fateful dark night i lost you.

I lost you in the darkness.

Now i feel in my heart.

I have lost my soul mate forever.

I will not give up.

I will find my soul mate again, maybe this time from the darkness they will come.

Jk-x-

Here i am. Oh here i am.

I am standing right in front of you.

Hoping that you see me for the first time.

Praying that you will notice me, praying that you see me.

See me for the real me, and not just the body standing in front of you. There is more to me than that.

You would see if you took the time to know me,

You would see that i am nice but shy at the sametime.

You would see that i like you for you and not the way you look.

And if you see the real me then you would know that i care for you deeply and do anything for you.

Even be freinds if that is all you wanted.

But know that i am here and i care.

JK-x-

Today is the day i change my life forever.

Today is the day i tell my friends and family.

Today is the day i will be able to be free to be me.

Today is the day that the rest of my life starts.

Today is the day that you and me have always dreamed of.

Today is the day my love for we are finally free.

Today is the day we can finally be togther.

Today is the day we are both free to love each other.

JK-x-

We have the power to change our life and destiny.

We have the power to be happy or sad.

We can make the change's to be free.

We have the destiny to change our future.

We can make the change's to ourselfs to feel good about ourself and others.

We can change the way we think and feel about everything.

We have the power to change people minds about us.

We have the power to show everyone that we are people and have feeling too.

That we also hurt and feel just like them.

No matter who we are, we have the power to change everything.

We are all equal and the same, so feel the power inside as we all have the power.

JK-x-

There is somthing inside of me i just can't explain. Somthing that is dying to come out and be free. Somthing that may change me from now until etenity.



This would be a great thing. Then maybe i could be free to be who i am and who i really want to be. For a while i was scared to be me in front of you.



I was afraid that if you found out who the real me was that would be the end of you and me. Your friendship ment that much to me that i pretend to you that i was happy. Do you want to know the worst thing about that was the fact that i was lying to you about who i really am.



I am sorry that i did not trust you enough to tell you. I was scared , but i am glad you know now as i am free to be me.



Always be truthhful about who you are and be happy with it.

JK-x-

In my heart of hearts, i Know we should be togehter.

I feel you when you are not here.

I hear you when you are gone.



Then i see you walking down the street.

I can't even smile or say hello. I don't know why this is maybe i am shy with you.



I imagine you with me.

If only you could see that i am mad about you.

Maybe your mad about me to, and were both shy we could be complete with each other.

JK-x-