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Well I'm pretty pleased with myself today. This little health kick i am on is going good. I weigh myself every monday morning. And today i hit a weight that i have not been since i was a teenager. I have dropped two sizes, tough i have not brought any new clothes as of yet as i want to wait a little longer.. but will see how that goes.. So I'm happy with that for the moment still got a way to go but im gettin there. One day at a time.. :)



And on another note I found something out that makes my heart a little lighter but im not sure if knowing will make it easer or harder i guess time will tell..

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Beelzebub
23:41 Apr 29 2013

Well Done :)

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Well i decided to take myself for a walk this morning. So i fixed the hair seen as its short now its got to be done before going out in public. I can say that it was a waste of time. I ended up down the beach. At the beach park. I ended up using the outside execrise stuff there. I enjoyed it then went off for a walk along the beach. Its was a enjoyable walk. Not alot of others about. So i have my music in my ears and singing as i walk.. no one there to hear.. It was cold and windy thats why not alot of others about. But it was a good walk.. gave me time to think.. Stood and listen to the water for a while..

I have been on this site this for a while now. I'm thinking back and i remember what i was first like when i came here, and i wonder what the hell happened lol. I have changed so much over the years, not only did i get older lol.. But for those of you who knew me back when, i guess you could say i would not have said boo to a ghost.. Oh man i was shy... still kinda am, but not as bad as i was. I still find it hard to just message someone i don't know and say hey hows it going, but im getting better. I have some trust issues also and find it hard to trust but once i get there, your in trouble just try shuttin me up.. I have made some truly wonderful friend over the years and some will have seen the change and some will have just seen the new me. Everyone changes over the years its just part of living and this change was for the better i think, even though i have to say i can still be really shy... I guess stepping outside of my comfort zone helped me just a little. And i think i have also learned from some truly wonderful friends.. x

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BLOODLIFE
22:24 Apr 16 2013

Always important to just be yourself, glad you are feeling more self confident.

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No matter how many sit ups i do. They are never going to be my friend.. lmao.. But the working out and eattin better is working. I have dropped a size so far.. although i can't see it yet with in myself i did need to get new clothes. So here is to making postive changes in my life. Taking one day at a time.

Tonight for one night i need you to get out my head. To night for one night i want to stop thinking about you. Just for one little night.

Have totally forgot what its like to share a bed with two kids while watchin a movie on the telly. Omg I think i have just managed to keep my butt on the bed while they are totally laying down. lol. But at least they are quiet and clued to the movie well that is until my sister gets back from her trip away and then all hell is gonna happen as they only seen her one day before she left.. hehehe.

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supernova
00:37 Apr 13 2013

Awww that's adorable!!! You'd be perfect with mine:) except they would be holding on to your arms each of um:P

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Well i just got back from having my hair done. And its safe to say that its short. For those of you who have seen me. Its safe to say that i no longer need to tie my hair back as it wont go in a bubble.

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supernova
14:29 Apr 12 2013

Ooo but is it still finger tangle able?:P

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darklass
14:42 Apr 12 2013

There is still enough there to grab a hold off... lol.

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Slain
15:44 Apr 12 2013

Hair pulling should always be an option.

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supernova
00:35 Apr 13 2013

I SO love to pull my girl's hair followed by a furious kiss:P

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Watched The Hobbit last night. Loved it now just got to wait on the next part, which kinda sucks as i would love to see it now.. lol..

I have enjoyed this day off more than some. I have my neice and nephew staying . I took my nephew down town a walk tired him out had to carry him some of the way back up the road. While he took a nap. Me and his big sister totally baked some cup cakes. Yay.. Now if you know me you know i don't do baking but they turned out pretty good. Now just waitin on them cooling for the Icing to go on well they cooled enough but this auntie totally destoryed the icing, you may be thinking how..we lets just say i added to much water i did tell you i don't bake. lmao . So grandad nipped out to get some more icing. While we waited on him we painted. I so enjoy getting to spend time with the kids. It so good to hear there laughter and faces light up. I miss that so much.

Thoughts of you pop into my head at the most unexpected time and i get this stupid smile on my face from ear to ear. Like at work when a song comes on and it reminds me of you and it lifts my heart just a little. Though I'm totally thinking the people who are in my work when this happens must think im totally insane.. lol..

Today started as such a good day. I spent the morning with friends and enjoyed it. Went for a walk and then read some. And then it goes to pot this afternoon. And why?? Becuase once again i let you get to me. I let you effect me. When will i learn to take my heart out of things and not take them so personally. Buts its you and you know how i feel about you. I would do anything just to make you smile. To take away your worry and your stress. I would give anything just to get back and help you. I will always be here for you no matter what, and if i could i would be right there beside you. One thing for sure is, you make me push myself a lot harder on my work out as i need to let of some steam.... i think i maybe hurting tomorrow.. lmao..

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Slain
17:06 Apr 04 2013

::hugs::

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