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up the nose, through your vein, or smoke it like no thang.

its just a rush to get so spun you'll want to do it over again.

me i love it, i will do it so much, they tell me it'll kill me, then i say" well that sucks"!

no matter what it'll always be there if you dont know what im talking about then maybe your better being off and staying right there

lil baby sister what should we do?



what are we going to do with you?



you continue to huff and cannot quit.



just because you think we do not care



its not true what we say,we are just mad



at the choices you make.



please stop before you do more damage



we wan't you safe so if you continue we



all will be mad but we still love you.

Everywhereyou go people turn on



you,backstab,and try to hurt you.



Friends that where once true now



want to fucking stab you.



Everywhere you go people turn on



you,putting out hits,eventually trying



to kill you.



No friends to turn to no one you



can trust.



Just pack up and leave and they will



eventually forget about you.

time is racing memories are fading



lets live like for today not for



tomorrow life is shit then you die



no where to turn no place to hide



give it a month and i'll ride lightning



to the sky

You'll never be the same lost in the game about to go insane



cutting so deep but what can you no one knows why's theres



blood on your shoes.



Living in this world with no recignition,you got no one to pick



you up when you fall so stay where you are and let he slugs fall.

life is shit then you die pull out the gun and



go skyhigh,reach the white light,and snort the line.



everyone hates no one appreciates.what once was true



is now all a big lie to you.



no one understands i can be a nice person if i want



to be you've just never met the real me.



life is shit then you die pull out the gun and



go skyhigh,reach the white light,and snort the line.

6 till death leave gasping for breathe



im the one that came up in my game



and yea niggaz still thought i was insane



a lengend will rise the enemys will take



the fall put you with the devil im the real deal



now sit back cuz a legend has rised in pain

gone with the wind but not forgotten

you'll be remembered till im dead

i miss you so much nd pray everyday

your living a better life you where

only twelve with life ahead of you

why did you do it,il never really know

just rest easy nd wait for me.

poppin pills, tippen da bottle

i once had the world by the

balls now it fuccs me over

full throttle.

drunk as shyt without a

care in the world white

powder gives me that much

needed twirl.when you think

you know everything but its

all or nothing just say fuck it

and drink your lunch like its

nothing

fuck i got all twisted on some two

eleven last night when i was

chillin wit my navajo homie lol

shyt was crazy

when i look at myself in the mirror

i see a shadow of my former

apperance.

stripped of my blacc and bklue

flags cps says i need to start a

new life.

how can you change from some

one you've been all your life?

let the gates be the bell cuz

this is my last fight.

dad do you love me?man i wish you did.dad why dont you call me when you know you should?dad i love you and want to hold on the memories you and me have shared but they are fading because of the negelect you where so kind to share.dad i love you and forever want to hold on but i know the consequences and wont take the chance of getting hurt again

As we said our final

goodbyes today.



so many tears were

shed so many last

respects were paid



the friends and family

cried but remembered

the good times they

shared



our friend has passed

but his

memory will always

last.





DEDICATED TO SIMON JAMES PACHECO

4/30/95

10/2/07



MAY YOU REST IN PEACE BRO

I WILL SEE YOU ON THE OTHER

SIDE



GONE BUT NOT FORGOTTEN

Death is just a corner away.

knives and nooses want to play,

meth and pills is what its about.

Cutting so deep ripping skin so

steep.

when you have that noose wrapped

around your throat

you'll realize you were never scared

Death is just a corner

away



with a knife or a axe

at your wait



death use to be scary

but know its the right

thing to do



so grab yor noose

secure it tight jump

and give the world

a permanent fright.

Man this happens everyday when another

homie dies you wanna take you own life

cuz the pain your feelings way deep inside

its like your enternally crying.

The love is here but

you've looked everywhere



in every bar,every store

every car,every door



you cannot find what

you are looking for



every time you turn

you meet someone new

but eventialy she'll

walk out on you



the love is here but

you've looked every

where



just turn around and

you'll realize it was

you i was looking for.

Cuts on the wrists,deppresion forming deep

on run from from the true you no one can

help you.

Gangs fighting,memories erasing,times

are changing,friends are fading,deppresion

runs deep through your veins.

Everyone changing,people hating,its the way

of life and what goes on is meant to be

but the memories are part of history.

Old friends fighting,gunshots in the air but who

really cares.

Knife wounds to the chest,slugs in your head it

was meant to be this way now sit back and think

of the stupid mistakes you made.

Death is at your front door god

mad it so clear.

Judgement is closing down upon

our head now we know it is so

near.

The great fire is closer then it

appears it will burn everything

its touchs with the heat and flames

coming down houses burn buildings

fall people burn its is the way it was

meant to be now lets hope and pray

and maybe things wont turn out the

way they where meant to be.

down in the dark left all alone.

the sun dont shine but the children mourn.

a pipe in your right hand, meth in your left

lives are lost with no regrets.

nobody cares, all we do is get high and fly

drifting away but the pain will forever stay

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VAMPIREBLONDEE
18:05 Nov 16 2009

well written and sad.

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