my emotions get in the way of everything. what is it about me that makes people either avoid or run towards me? what in hell am i? honestly i don't know anymore. these issues i go threw suck yet i haven't been killed at all. personally i wish it all would end. i know i have to be human but why do i feel at all? i wanted to be a vampire for a long time but with my luck that may not happen. i'm sorry if i have ever hurt anyone here on VR. i wish i could stop being me but i can't. i hope all of you out there understand.
Thankyou.
In my head I beg for him to leave. he has stalked me recently. why won't he go away? as I drift though time and space I wonder have I lived another life. am I just human or am I truly immortal? I think I'm human I can hurt, breath, and not go so fast. sadly he won't leave me be, he kills me again and again in my dreams. his blue eyes peer into my soul and break my spirit. his pale skin, paler than mine, is shockingly white. his black hair glides past my neck as he takes my life force. drinking my blood till everything turns black around me. good bye fair world. then I wake up in the morning the same as usual. weird right?
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