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i alway's thought that i was alone until now. i feel alive energetic . i still wait for Jeremy to find me and end my exsistance. he is so cruel to me in the dream world. i don't really know when he will pop up next.

my dad is always arguing with me and makeing me angry. sometimes i wish that i would fall off the planet and die. but i have a loving family that have bein tring to get be better.

i have bin depressed since i was a ten year old child. many would make fun of how fat i am and how ugly i am.

usually somedays are hash for me and i trie to fight my depreesion but i hope i can fight though this life long battle i've had. ever since i was 10 i believe i was depressed because of so many things. it started with bullies from school ,then my dad, then the nightmares. i don't know why there were so strange. i mean what kid dreams that dracula is make you his bride, or a giant snake triing to eat me when im on a swing. some things you just can't explain

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ViktorianaBlue
17:36 Apr 24 2012

It's your subconscious mixing with your imagination - write stories - let it all out. Use the dreams as prompts for the next story on paper....... that way the nightmares become inspiration. Write about all your experiences - excellent therapy and a helluva lot easier than the so-called experts.......

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i really like this site it's cool, i wish i had alot of these thing others say they have but , i think i be okay

i wish i was dead most days but today i am so out of my mind. i can't think at all. want to cut my wrists and bleed my self dry! :(

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ViktorianaBlue
19:53 Apr 12 2012

Baby girl, life NEVER sucks that bad - moments suck, circumstances suck, sometimes even days suck.......



but always look ahead.......



moments, circumstances and days constantly change - nothing stays the same - so despite how bad things suck right then and there, take two breaths and move forward - by then, things have changed.......

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xRobin3x
01:09 Apr 14 2012

Life does throw us things, days, moments that make us go 'damn'.



But we push on. because there is also times, days, moments that also make us go 'AWESOME'

We aim for the awesome moments.

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