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09:31 Aug 31 2009
Times Read: 554
One day I’m sure that I will find
The one who sits within my mind
Who will make me whole and complete
And will conquer every feat
He’s out there someplace
As I can picture his face
I just have to find him
And show him love from within
We shall meet one day
And then go astray
Hand in hand we’ll walk
As we begin to talk
For our hearts will have become one
As we both know we’ve won
Knowing we’ve been hunting
And finally found that something
We were in two different places
Yet trying to find the traces
That would lead us to this part
Where we could combine our hearts
So here we go along our way
As we continue to say
That our love has conquered all
And we’ll never let the other fall
For this is how it’s meant to be
And we don’t care who all will see
For two hearts have finally became one
And that is all that needed to be done
written by dark angel
05:47 Aug 31 2009
Times Read: 556
A mother’s touch
And loving words
Are never too much
And are as sweet as birds
Her warm smile
And sweet embrace
Touch us for miles
And never erase
She’s always there
When you need her
And will always care
Even if she’s not there
She has a loving heart
And open arms
That’ll never part
Or cause you harm
For she was there
From the very start
And will always be there
Within your heart
written by dark angel
18:23 Aug 30 2009
Times Read: 576
Fire, fire all around
Hear it’s wonderful crackling sound
See it burn and see it blaze
As you watch in a wondrous daze
Feel the heat, and feel the warmth
Of the fire from the hearth
as the flames reach up to the air
And continue to burn in despair
Water, water wet and wild
Sometimes harsh and sometimes mild
Flowing freely here and there
Sometimes causing people great fear
Falling from the sky up above
Sent down to us to show the earth love
Moistening the dry, tender ground
Feeding it water all around
Air, air something you don’t see
Is always known but will never be
Seen by the eyes, for it is clear
As it goes from here to there
Sometimes light and sometimes strong
It’ll blow freely as it sings its song
As it sends a strong gust of wind
Or a light breeze it may send
Earth, earth strong and sturdy
Sometimes clean and sometimes dirty
The beautiful trees and happy bees
All here for us to enjoy and see
This is our land, to live and be free
So why can’t we just let it be
For it is here for all to take in
And to show us its love from within
Spirit, spirit come and go
Let yourself come to show
As we can be your one true friend
The one you have until the end
Show yourself and tell us the way
For I’m sure you have something to say
You are one who shares your light
As you guide us through the night
written by dark angel
17:25 Aug 30 2009
Times Read: 577
There are days that I wish I could just go astray
As to be elsewhere and go my own way
Would seem so wonderful and calm
Compared to what I go through with some
To venture off into the clear, dark night
And no one else would be in sight
Would make my life so much more peaceful
And the world would be that much more beautiful
Just walking under the glittery sky
And know that I never have to question why
For it would be such a beautiful gift
To feel free as a bird and just feel the drift
With the luminous moon shining down on me
Then that would be all that I could see
Is what the moon’s light shines upon
For it’s more beautiful than the warm sun
The world looks so radiant under the moon’s light
As you walk alone in the deep dark night
To feel the gentle, cool breeze all around
And hear the crisp, crinkling sound
Of the leaves and rocks on the ground
And to see that I have finally found
Myself at peace with the world outside
And know that I don’t have to hide
For this is where I’m meant to be
As I have finally come to see
For I am one with the earth
And that is how it will be from this day forth
written by dark angel
17:15 Aug 30 2009
Times Read: 578
My world is dark and black
And it seems no one has my back
Like I could be sore
And just drop to the floor
For no one would be there
To even realize or hear
That I dropped to the ground
Or how my world’s crumbling down
Since no one seems to understand
Or even tries to comprehend
All that I am dealing with and going through
As they wouldn’t know what to do
I can’t really explain how it is
For all I can say is it is what it is
Unless you’ve been there or seen
Then you wouldn’t know what I mean
Maybe one day someone will see
What it means to just be me
For until I am accepts and loved
Nothing more will ever be solved
written by dark angel
08:51 Aug 30 2009
Times Read: 586
He roams around wearing black
May be hiding behind your back
He sneaks around where no one sees
Trying to learn what he needs
Sometimes you see him and at times you don’t
For no matter what, if you don’t believe then you won’t
He’s not really there, though times you’d question
For he is just going on doing his mission
What he must do no one knows
For he never tends to show
As his work is his to do
And he must always remain true
He’s a mystery, that can’t be mistaken
And he’s come to find the one to be taken
For that is his duty, and it must be done
He loves to take people, it makes him feel he’s won
Will it be me, or will it be you
There’s no telling which one would do
For only he knows who he’s come to take
And it doesn’t matter how real or fake
For when he wants you, he’ll take you from here
And then you’ll end up someplace that holds fear
For no one wants to go, and the ones that do
Won’t always be able to make it through
For sometimes he won’t let you go that easy
Cause he doesn’t think that it should be a measly
Way out of this cold, black world that we’re in
Yet depending on who you are he’ll still let you in
So whether you’re ready or not, it’s his choice
So don’t even bother raising your voice
For he will choose you when it’s your time to go
And that’s all there is to his choice, so you know
written by dark angel
22:40 Aug 28 2009
Times Read: 597
i've tried expressing how i feel
to just have you to repel
my heart is shattering to a million pieces
as i erase everything in my thesis
i now wear a mask to cover my face
so you can't see the emotions you erase
i'd wait a million years
to finally stop these tears
for you have touched me in ways
that only my poems can say
and sometimes i wonder if you know
what you do to me and how it does show
for you have stolen my heart
and now you've torn it apart
please come back and fix it
for only you can mend it
written by dark angel
Dedicated to my brother, Tony (CancerianGryffin)07:30 Aug 28 2009
Times Read: 611
There’s never been a bond more powerful
Than the bond of a sister and brother
Nothing can be more wonderful
Than what they can do with one another
They always have each other’s back
And can always make the other smile
Even when one starts to slack
The other will carry them for miles and miles
A brother and sister’s love
Is a special bond and gift
That’s sent down to us from above
And can always give you that lift
No matter how near or far
We’ll always have one another in our heart
For all we have to do is wish on a star
And we’re never too far apart
We’ll be here for one another till the end
And nothing can ever break our bond
For when we need the energy the other will send
And we’ll always be fond
For I’ll always have my brother
No matter what happens
And he’ll have me, his lil sister
Even when things dampen
I love you big brother
And I always will
For you’re like no other
And nothing will change how I feel
written by dark angel
20:48 Aug 27 2009
Times Read: 616
I love you, I really do
If only I could show you it’s true
To have you by my side
Would boost my pride
For only you
Have been able to do
What you have to get me through
For my heart was always true
You’re the one who makes me smile
Which I haven’t done in quite a while
You can make me feel alive
As if I’d never have to cry
When you hurt I feel your pain
For I tend to feel the same
I never want to see you down
And would never let you hit the ground
My love for you will always be here
For no matter what I’m not going anywhere
Cause I need you in my life
As you make me feel alive
I’d be lost without you by my side
As I’d only want to go hide
For you bring out the best in me
And I know that you may not see
But it’s true and always will be
For you mean the world to me
You have broken down the walls
And have answered all of my calls
I just wish I could get you
To show me what I mean to you
For I need to know if you feel it too
And if our love can hold like glue
And that our happy ending
Can really be condescending
For we deserve to be happy and in love
Just as everyone has an angel above
Who’s here to guide us to one another
And help us to remain together
For two hearts can become one
And both of us will have won
written by dark angel
19:58 Aug 27 2009
Times Read: 618
What’s the chances that he could see
What we both could really be
If we had each other by our side
We’d never have a reason to hide
Will he ever realize what he means to me
Or will I just always continue to be
Just his friend along the way
And leave it at that with nothing more to say
For I don’t know what more I can do
That can help me to prove
That my feelings and intentions are true
And that I love him through and through
It just hurts me deep down inside
To know that I may never be the one by his side
And no matter how hard I fight
I just end up crying by the end of the night
For it seems that I don’t make it seen
Exactly how much he really does mean
To me in the long run, for I hold him close
Or at least he doesn’t let me know
If only there was something more I could do
To be sure that I got through
Without pushing him away in any way
For I’d never want him to go astray
I just want to be the one to hold him tight
And show him that there can be light
For I would never hurt him
And would always love him from within
written by dark angel
06:45 Aug 27 2009
Times Read: 627
I went on a stroll down a long narrow road
As I walked along, I thought of what I was told
As I looked around to see
There was so much beauty around me
The dark night sky hung high above
The still white moon shined down with love
The stars they did sparkle and twinkle
As the leaves on the ground did crinkle
Beneath my feet as I continued on
For I knew what had to be done
I breathed in the fresh country air
And looked around as if I was off in a stare
It was like the earth was calling to me
And it wanted me to come and see
All the beauty it held within
And what we all had to begin
For it was nature that’s been around
Before anything else had ever been found
It was always here to share its beauty with us
And to show us that we can all live in eternal bliss
After all, everything has to start somewhere
So why not allow it to begin right here
For even a nature so beautiful to tell
Can bring two hearts together as well
written by, dark angel
06:17 Aug 27 2009
Times Read: 633
Will there ever be a day
When I can just come out and say
How I really truly feel
As I want you to know it’s real
But sometimes I feel I don’t say enough
Or maybe it just seems too rough
To express the deeper thoughts
That can sometimes cause a rut
For what I really feel for you
I just don’t know what to do
To prove to you that I am sure
And that my heart will always be pure
For only you have touched me so
And I always want you to know
That you are the one I choose
And I never want to lose
For you have stolen the key
That no one else could retrieve
And I don’t know how you did it
But somehow you came in and won it
Now it all belongs to you
And no one else will ever do
For you are the one I sought
And I will give it all I’ve got
If it means me winning you
Then that is what I’m going to do
So here it goes, I’m on my way
To find a way to come out and say
That I want you to be by my side
To no longer hang your head and hide
To come and be with me
And put away your misery
For you too can truly be loved
As if you were given an angel from above
For you deserve to be happy too
And I know you know you do
So open up and let it go
And go ahead and let it show
For you want love as well
And I can surely tell
So give it a try
And I think you’ll see why
I have such faith in you
And why I love you too
written by, dark angel
06:03 Aug 27 2009
Times Read: 636
How can I ever make you see
What it is you do to me
How can I ever make you feel
That my feelings are really real
How can I win your heart
As you’ve had mine from the start
How can I tell you
That my heart will always be true
How will I explain to you
That you’re the only one who will do
How can I show
That you make my heart glow
How can I make you know
That I will never go
How can I say
That I will always stay
How can I prove
That I will help to sooth
How can I sell
That you make me weak and I fell
How can I part
As I wouldn’t want to break your heart
How could I leave
For I don’t want you to grieve
How can I show
That I will always love you
How do I show
For I need to know
written by dark angel
08:15 Aug 26 2009
Times Read: 643
The look In your eyes
I see the pain and torture arise
The look on your face
Makes me know it won’t erase
You’re hurting inside
And you try to hide
But the source holds you tight
And takes you out into the night
You’re nervous and scared
And you try to show you cared
But they hold your stare
Trying to instill fear
Sometimes you just have to face it
And try to see it for it
Rather than what you see in your head
For sometimes it will drive you mad
Sooner or later you’ll release this
As it will eventually give you bliss
For it doesn’t want to hold guilt over you
As it knows that you were always true
Some things just happen for a reason
There’s really nothing that could be done
You just have to learn to move on
And soon you’ll both know that both have won
written by dark angel
07:18 Aug 26 2009
Times Read: 647
I can see the hurt in your face
As I hold you in my sweet embrace
I wish I could take all of your pain
Rather than seeing you in vain
I hate seeing you like this
For it really makes me miss
The days when you are more care free
As you talk and laugh with me
Sometimes I just sit back and wonder
Why our anger makes it thunder
For it just seems like it always rains
When one or both of us are in pain
You’re always on my mind
And it’s never hard to find
A place for you to hide
For I’ll always be by your side
At times I can feel your pain
As we are both somewhat the same
And I wish that I could help you
Even though I know it’s not easy to
I just wish I could take the hurt
And find a way for it to work
So that you can feel more free
And your soul will be at ease
written by dark angel
06:02 Aug 26 2009
Times Read: 651
My eyes begin to water
As I continue to stutter
My heart begins to hurt
As the blood starts to squirt
Everything inside me is gone
And I feel like my life is done
As I feel nothing but emptiness
And my bittersweet loneliness
I pick up the knife
As it always takes away my strife
And I sharpen the blade
So I know the cut will be made
Then I glide it across my wrist
And it gives me stress free bliss
Then I see the blood run down
As it makes its way to the ground
Next I pierce the skin
And allow everything within
To be released
And my stress to finally cease
For the pressure may finally go
And I’ll die as we both know
For my heart wasn’t kept
By the one who it select
written by dark angel
21:04 Aug 25 2009
Times Read: 660
The magic in the air
Tends to disappear
When you are not near
For I tend to fear
That you may not return
For I have come to learn
That you get what you earn
And sometimes there’s concern
For I have done what I can do
To make you see my heart is true
For no matter what you do
I can honestly say I love you
I don’t know what more you want
For neither of us are putting on a front
And I can’t flaunt
Everything I got to make you want
I just know how I feel
And can tell you that it’s real
But you are the one who has to make the deal
If you want a heart of steel
I can’t make up your mind
But till you do my heart’s in a bind
And only you can find
A way to make it unwind
So when you choose to do so
Feel free to let me know
For my heart will no longer glow
Until you make my blood begin to flow
written by dark angel
20:27 Aug 25 2009
Times Read: 661
Under the night sky so bright
There’s a glowing light
Shining down on your heart and mine
Holding us together till the end of time
Walking hand in hand
We go across the sand
Watching the waves roll in
As we feel each other’s warmth from within
The gentle breeze brushes over us
As the water makes a fuss
The smell of sea in the air
And both of us without a care
We watch as the stars above
Send us down some of their love
For they sparkle and they shine
Like the sparkling sands of time
This night could not be more perfect
Than if we had planned it
For each and everything we shared
Made us realize why we were paired
written by dark angel
05:56 Aug 25 2009
Times Read: 683
so another day has gone by
and yet again i sit down and cry
for it has turned out yet the same way
as it does each and every day
can i keep going on like this
or will i ever find true bliss
for i just keep holding on
and hoping that upon a new dawn
he'll awaken to see me there
and realize that i will always care
for he has come to see
that i will always be me
and that i am true to my heart
and that i would never tear his apart
for i love him so
and i hope he truly knows
for what i feel towards him is real
and i don't know how else to feel
as i've never opened up like this
and i've been longing for his kiss
i just wish i didn't have to wait
for him to decide our fate
but i'd wait forever for him
for he has won me outside and in
written by dark angel
21:45 Aug 24 2009
Times Read: 694
it's a new day
or so they say
yet i feel torn
and like i've been thrown away
another day of feeling undone
so i decide to reach for the gun
as i put a bullet in
i already start to feel gone
i reach for the trigger
but then start to figure
is it worth it
or is there something bigger
the bullet's in
and my strength has fallen
i can no longer
hear anyone callin'
i place the gun to my head
and can already feel dead
as if i never existed
and then i lie myself in bed
i shot the gun
it was finally done
nothing left
as everything's gone
one final sigh
as i say goodbye
that was it
i finally died
written by dark angel
21:27 Aug 24 2009
Times Read: 700
you're like a razorblade
that has pierced my skin
you have shaved
the layer within
the blood starts running
as you cut deeper
you just keep going
as things look bleaker
things start to dim
and i'm broken within
as i take my final breath
and realize you left
everything gets dark
as i lose my spark
for you have killed me
yet no one has come to see
that i'm empty inside
and can no longer hide
that my body is done
and my soul is gone
i've moved on
and left this place
you had fun
and it shows on your face
for i am dead now
and no one will know it was you
for only you know how
to prove that you were true
my body's been disposed of
and i can no longer love
for i'm in another place
and there will never be a trace
of how or why this was done
for there was no one around
when you did it and were gone
so i just laid on the ground
written by dark angel
21:16 Aug 24 2009
Times Read: 703
the horror and tragedy
the pain and misery
are what haunts me
yet no one can see
the blood running down
the knife to the ground
the cut on my wrist
and a balled up fist
are all i have to show
for all that you know
for i can't have you
so i must be true
and take my pain out on me
so that no one can see
how bad i hurt
or how i fell head first in the dirt
my life has no meaning
and no one's singing
for without you
there's nothing left to do
i've died inside
and have gone to hide
for i can't face another day
without you here to stay
so i bid thee farewell
as i go to dwell
for i have been condone
to a life where i'm alone
written by dark angel
21:05 Aug 24 2009
Times Read: 707
sometimes i wonder where my life is going
and whether or not my blood will keep flowing
for there are times i'd rather be dead
than to bother just getting ahead
what's the point if i can't have what i want
when all it'll do is probably haunt
as my thought and feelings were always true
and i always made sure you knew
but then i finally came to realize
that even though there were never any lies
that i am still one step behind
and feel that my heart may always be confined
at least until the day you accept it
or even decide just to go ahead and break it
either way i know that that day
will be one that will make me say
that i gave it my best or at least i tried
and now i know that my heart has died
for without you there's nothing left
not even one slight single breath
if you should ever change your mind
maybe you can release my heart from this bind
and set it free to be yours once again
and then it'll be yours again till the end
08:48 Aug 24 2009
Times Read: 716
Once upon a time, there was a girl
Who came upon a boy with a squirrel
She caught his eye by much surprise
To see the sparkle within his eyes
His squirrel was cute and so was she
And that was something he could see
Then he noticed near a log
That she had set down her own frog
At that moment he knew it true
That only she would be the one to do
She would be the one to complete him
As he realized he was the heathen
He stood up and took her hand
Then they set off among the land
To announce their great big news
As no one else had had a clue
For they were to finally be happy
Rather than being alone and sappy
Their little critters by their side
They hopped in the carriage for a ride
To the castle they finally arrived
To see that they had been deprived
For no one accepted the two together
So they ventured off despite the weather
Together hand in hand
They raced through the land
And finally arrived at a spot
Where they knew they had been caught
They walked up to the chapel doors
And that is when they saw the scores
For their families had both known
That neither one wanted to be alone
Then and there they made a vow
That no matter who allowed
They would be each other’s best friend
And end up together in the end
written by dark angel
08:37 Aug 24 2009
Times Read: 717
At one time you were a friend
That was when I let you in
Then along the way you became more
As I continued to open the door
You had made me come to see
That not everyone had to live a life of misery
So I accepted your hand in fate
And knew that it wasn’t already too late
You had touched a part of me
That no one else could even see
Then one day you went away
And that was when I realized my way
For you being away from me
Made me decided that I needed to be
More open with how I felt
For it was you who made my heart melt
I hate it when you go astray
For you are what brightens my day
As long as I can hold you close
I will always have the most
For it was you who showed me the light
And you were there for me through the night
So here today I give thee my heart
As I had done from the very start
written by dark angel
08:32 Aug 24 2009
Times Read: 718
The sun was setting over the horizon
As they chose each other’s poison
They handed one another a glass
Just to wait and see who’d pass
Neither one chanced a drink
For both of them could only think
Of what the other had placed in it
For that would be the thing that did it
Both wanted the other dead
For there was a reward for their head
So they did what they needed to do
But somehow it all came unglued
For both were still standing clear as day
And neither departed, nor passed away
So what was there left to do
Other than pay their due
One came at the other with a knife
And said “here you go I’ll end your strife”
Then the other thanked them nicely
And said to the other your head’s very pricey
So that one then reached down for their gun
And decided it was time for some fun
So they pulled it out and pointed towards him
Then suddenly the lights went dim
Neither knowing where the other was
Only knowing what one does
They both lingered in the halls
Listening for the others calls
Finally one got tired and hot
As they tried to find the spot
Where they placed their glass before
Then they reached to open the door
There in front of them stood the glass
The longed for drink they found at last
As they picked it up to sip
Suddenly they began to slip
The poison had been swallowed
And down to the grown he wallowed
For she had finally done him in
And this was the tragic ending of sin
written by dark angel
07:54 Aug 24 2009
Times Read: 719
You are my one true friend
The one who I’ll have by my side till the end
You always change my mood when you’re on
For it is you who my heart has won
You make me happy and make me smile
You’ve had this effect on me for quite a while
I’m glad I have you in my life
For you tend to relieve my strife
Without you there for me
I don’t know where I would be
For you have always cheered me up
And have always kept my thoughts from being corrupt
You have been there for me from the start
And maybe that’s one reason you’ve stolen my heart
Either way, I want you to know
That our friendship will continue to grow
For no matter what happens along the way
I never want you to go astray
I’d like to keep you by my side
For you always make me happy after I’ve cried
So from now until the end of time
I’d like you to know that I claim you as mine
written by, dark angel
20:20 Aug 23 2009
Times Read: 728
The darkness falls around
As the lightning bolts from the ground
The rain pours down
And the thunder leaves a horrifying pound
The storm has come and will not leave
Until it has come to believe
That it has done what it came to do
As a storm must always pay it’s due
The grounds begin to flood
As the earth drains its blood
And the winds begin to blow
As everyone tends to know
The sky’s cloudy and dark
To where the stars no longer show spark
For not even the moon above
Can show off its luminous love
The trees fall to the ground
As the wind knocks them down
The birds tend to flutter away
For not even they want to stay
Once the storm finally dies down
And the thunder has lost its sound
The clouds will clear
And the stars will reappear
For the storm is finally gone
And tomorrow we shall have sun
So until the next storm comes
We can all play outside our hones
written by dark angel
07:45 Aug 23 2009
Times Read: 739
Why is it that every time you leave me
It always makes me want to be
Someplace that’s secluded,
Like my own little hiding place
Where no one can even see my face
I feel so lost when you’re not around
And it always tends to make me frown
But when you are here
It’s as if my feet never touch the ground
And there’s no one else to make a sound
Sometimes I feel I just need you near
To know that you can always hear
The sound of my heart beat for yours
Cause even with you there and me here
My heart for you always soars
It seems as though you’ve touched my heart
And knowing that, I don’t want it torn apart
For only you have touched me this way
And my love was yours from the very start
And I’d never want you to return my heart
I really want you to know
That no matter how far we go
I want you here by my side
For I will always be sure to show
How my feelings for you will grow
I’ve come to realize I really want you in my life
And come good or bad, I know you’d take my strife
For you will always be the one to care
And will always take away the knife
As you have me and I have you for the rest of our life
written by dark angel
09:16 Aug 22 2009
Times Read: 762
Everyone always said that it couldn’t be done
That there was no way you could find the one
The one who opens your mind and eyes
The one whom causes you to let out sighs
The one who can make you weak and nervous
Is also the one who may not make things obvious
They tend to always turn your day around
And are always there when you’re ready to hit the ground
Someone who can be really true
Even if they don’t always know what to do
For they tend to make each day bright
And they don’t have to put in all their might
It just happens when they come around
For no matter what they do, they stand their ground
For they want you to be true
As they know you want them to do
You go to give them your heart
To find out they had it from the start
Then they see what they mean to you
And then you see their feelings too
For two hearts will soon be one
As both parties have finally won
For this was what was meant to be
As they both have finally come to see
written by dark angel
09:05 Aug 22 2009
Times Read: 765
One morning I woke up
Not knowing what the day would hold
Then a thought that was corrupt
Began to slowly unfold
Nothing had really happened
It just suddenly turned blue
The whole day seemed to dampen
And the whole world came unglued
My head wanted to tell me to die
But my heart said to stay true
I kept thinking as I let out a sigh
And told myself the kids need you
I then put the knife down
As I stepped away
Not making a sound
I changed the end of the day
Then I went to sit down
And I looked at my kids
They were running around
Without a care in the world
Living life as normal kids
I then realized that my mind was wrong
And that my heart finally belonged
It was like a bittersweet song
And everyone around me was singing along
Once again, I made it through
Due to a heart that’s always true
As I don’t know what I would do
If I ever had to leave my kids feeling blue
written by dark angel
08:53 Aug 22 2009
Times Read: 768
I’ve waited all day
For you to come on and say hey
For a day without you
Just wouldn’t do
If I couldn’t talk to you
I don’t what I would do
For only you can make me happy
Or maybe I’ve gone daffy
For I can’t wait to talk to you
And do what we always do
You make my heart skip a beat
As talking to you is always a treat
You’ve swept me right off of the ground
Without you even making a sound
You showed up out of the blue
And soon enough my heart it knew
That you’d be the one I fall for
And my knees would go weak as I fall to the floor
Then you’d come from behind
And catch me on a dime
You’re always there for me
And that is plain to see
That you have gotten me through
Even when no one else knew
I don’t know what I’d do without you
For you always know what to do
To brighten my day, each and every day
And all you have to do is get on and say hey
written by, dark angel
04:20 Aug 17 2009
Times Read: 776
I miss you so
In case you didn’t know
I need you with me
So my heart can be free
You are my everything
As without you I have nothing
I want you in my life
To replace this bloody knife
For you make me smile
More than I have in quite a while
You brighten my days
In so many ways
For as long as I got you
My heart won’t be so blue
written by dark angel
04:01 Aug 17 2009
Times Read: 779
I continue to cry
And wish I could die
For what you meant to me
You just couldn’t see
It tore my heart in two
And left me feeling unglued
For what we could’ve been
Is just a forgotten scene
As if from a play
That was brought from astray
My heart sings a song so blue
For it isn’t happy without you
written by dark angel
03:33 Aug 17 2009
Times Read: 783
I walk alone in the valley of darkness
As I no longer feel your closeness
I continue down this dark, narrow path
Trying to unravel myself from your wrath
I left myself open to become hurt
I allowed you to be nice and to flirt
I guess I should’ve kept my barriers there
For then I wouldn’t have grown to care
As much as I did
For my heart would’ve been hid
I can’t explain how I feel
But I drop to my knees and kneel
My head hung low
As if I took a deep, hard blow
To the head of my skull
And then took a hard fall
For you were the one
Who could’ve kept me hun
written by dark angel
03:06 Aug 17 2009
Times Read: 787
The sky turns dark
And the tears fall down
There once was a spark
But now it’s just a frown
My heart had be taken
And now it’s torn in two
I have been forsaken
And am now oh so blue
For the love I had felt
Has been taken away
And my heart will no longer melt
For there will be no brighter day
I guess I’m suppose to be alone
And live without your love
I pick up a stone
And throw it at the dove
Maybe one day you’ll see
What you mean to me
But until that day arrives
My heart shall be deprived
written by, dark angel
01:59 Aug 17 2009
Times Read: 792
I fell in love with someone
Just to find my heart come undone
I wish they could see
What they’ve done to me
for now they
have made my eyes watery
I feel like my heart
Has been torn apart
I wish that they
Could turn out to be
Exactly what I believe
They could be to me
They’ll always hold a place in my heart
As they have from the very start
written by dark angel
20:19 Aug 13 2009
Times Read: 802
Where is he
Where can he be
Why can’t I show him
What he just can’t see
I miss him so
And I want him to know
that he touches my heart
even when it don’t show
him being gone
makes my heart come undone
I wish he could see
That he’s like my sun
He makes me smile
And he drives me wild
He’ll always keep me
Going on for miles and miles
written by dark angel
06:36 Aug 11 2009
Times Read: 815
Why does it seem
Like he has no clue
As to what he does to me
And how he leaves me so blue
He’s stolen my heart
Without even knowing it
He’s tearing me apart
Without caring about it
Does he even know
That this could be meant to be
Or does it even show
Or can he just not see
I wish he would just realize
That he’s really cared for
As my heart is paralyzed
Right down to the core
Until he comes to know
That our two hearts could be one
I guess it’ll never show
How much he could’ve won
written by, dark angel
06:30 Aug 11 2009
Times Read: 817
How do I tell him
What my heart feels
How can I show him
That my heart never heals
How can I show him
That he’s stolen my heart
How can I show him
That he’s had it from the start
How can I show him
That he always makes me smile
How can I show him
That it can go on for miles
How can I show him
What he doesn’t already see
How can I show him
What he means to me
How can I show him
That he’s already touched my heart
How can I show him
That I no longer want to be apart
How can I show him
That he makes me glow
How can I show him
In a way only he will know
written by, dark angel
06:22 Aug 11 2009
Times Read: 820
Two hearts out for one
But only one can win
What will be done
And how will it begin
They both want this heart
And they’ll do what they must
For it will be a fresh start
And not another chance at lust
Both care for it completely
As they would for years to come
Both feel very deeply
And far more than some
For they have both been led here
To allow this soul to choose
And both will have the fear
Of knowing they could lose
One is going to win
As the other will be hurt
One will be heart broken
As the other will begin to flirt
written by, dark angel
06:05 Aug 11 2009
Times Read: 821
You were the one
Who brought me the sun
The one who roped me the moon
And not a moment too soon
The one who opened my eyes
And never told me any lies
You believed in me
Even if no one else could see
You gave me hope
And are as sweet as cantaloupe
You made me smile
Like an innocent lil child
You will always be
My sweet, sweet symphony
written by, dark angel
06:45 Aug 10 2009
Times Read: 835
There awakens a grave
Of a soul that couldn’t be saved
It creeps through the night
With the greatest of might
It craves to find answers
From its sisters
Of how they died
And why their parents never cried
The soul set out
Without a doubt
To learn what had happened
And why their hearts dampened
As they floated down
They noticed no one around
Everything looked a bit different
And very lil looked heaven sent
They found their prior place
And a grim look crossed their face
They went inside
But decided not to hide
They wandered about
And tried to reach out
When they realized their sisters
Were coming home with the misters
They hid in the closet
Then heard the faucet
The water rain cold
And they wanted to be told
Of the way that they died
As no one had cried
Was it meant to be
Or was it something they couldn’t see
Were there signs of their death
Or were they wasting their breath
They saw an old box
That could possibly be socks
For that’s what it read
On the box that looked dead
They opened it to find
Something that triggered their mind
It was a note and a key
But could it really be
They held onto it tight
And raced back into the night
To find the old hidden grave
Where they use to play
And unlocked the chest
To find a crest
There was a note
That someone had wrote
“It stated that they died
Because their parents had lied
So they paid for the sins
While their parents worked the gins
They had to surrender the babies
Or all the young ladies
So the parents gave up the young
And they ended up losing their tongue
They paid for what their parents did
Due to what they decided to bid
They claimed it was a tragedy
But put the babies out of their misery
And that is what happened”
How could someone kill their young
And not even end up being hung
For the child didn’t ask for this
It was out of sexual bliss
The parents should pay
Each and every day
Rather than the children
Who couldn’t choose their parent
written by dark angel
05:31 Aug 09 2009
Times Read: 847
I felt a sharp sting
Pulsating through my neck
As I let out a scream
And realized you behind my back
I felt a shock
Run through my veins
As my nerves
Pushed through the pain
The blood dripped down
As you breathed in
Then you began to drink
As if it were s sin
The intense connection
That came from within
The wonderful sensation
Of the darkness closing in
Everything became cold
As my skin went pale
The sights and sounds around
Became lost in the night
Your touch made me feel safe
Yet nothing seemed alive
As if my life was saved
And you didn’t want me to die
My body began to change
And so did everything inside
For I became a new me
It made me feel alive
I craved for the blood
Of those that were innocent
As the freshness of it
Just sent a chill down my spine
The moon guided me
Through the night’s way
The soft hum of silence
Made it more peaceful
For I accepted me
And led a life that’fe that’s free
written by dark angel
05:22 Aug 09 2009
Times Read: 849
the bittersweet symphony
And the sweet, sweet agony
Knocked me off my feet
When we decided to meet
You looked deep within my eyes
And saw that there were no lies
I was sent to you
To show you a love so true
I handed you my heart
Right from the very start
The look you gave me
Set my heart at ease
And I knew that you
were going to be here through
the rest of our lives
until the last day dies
written by dark angel
10:04 Aug 08 2009
Times Read: 858
My heart bleeds
And is broke
The gentle needs
Of something spoke
My heart crumbles
Into pieces
My mind stumbles
And releases
The blood rushes
Through my veins
As it all pushes
And I feel the pains
The bloods released
As it drips down
Through a body deceased
And silent of sound
The eyes roll back
And the breathing stops
As the body’s lack
Of movement flops
This life as we know it
Is said and gone
No way to bestow it
For I am done
written by dark angel
09:54 Aug 08 2009
Times Read: 860
I need you
More than you know
You are true
And know where to go
You guide my heart
Along its path
As I start
To do the math
I end up somewhere
That I’ve never been
I end up near a pier
Where I never should’ve been
I look over the edge
And see nothing below
I have so much knowledge
But it doesn’t show
I leap to my fate
And end it all here
I never met my mate
And it all disappeared
written by dark angel
06:57 Aug 08 2009
Times Read: 865
Girl or boy
It’s hard to choose
Which way to go
I don’t want to lose
I like both
But on what level
If I choose wrong
It could be the devil
Making my decision
And leading me down
A road of hell
With no one around
I want to be loved
And to give mine as well
As I have plenty
For a boy or girl
I can’t make up my mind
It’s not easy to do
For I’ve given all
And a heart that’s true
I just wish I could decide
On which way to go
But in the end
Only one will know
written by dark angel
08:50 Aug 06 2009
Times Read: 872
my life and my world
revolve around you
no one can do what you came to do
my heart has melted
as time went by
i felt things from you
that i didn't with any other guy
you made my heart whole
and you sent me a whirl
you told me you loved me
and that's how i feel
you mean the world to me
day after day
and i can't let you
think about taking it away
my heart will always be yours
from now til forever
as you empower me
and that is your treasure
you give me pleaseure
without even knowing
you leave me wanting more
without my showing
day after day
week after week
you take my breath away
whenever we speak
we talk and we talk
and it's always the same
fight after fight
and i love you the same
it's a love hate love
and it'll always be
for you are you
and i am me
written by dark angel
20:21 Aug 05 2009
Times Read: 893
I just can’t figure out which way to go
As my feelings and thoughts go every which way
My life feels like it’s being tossed up and down
Going back and forth in an unusual sway
The sun sets upon my heart
And I can’t figure out why
Just when I think my life’s about to start
Everything gets pushed away
It’s as if I’m not meant to be happy
Or to feel the warmth of another
Sometimes I just feel so crappy
That I want to kill myself with the dagger
Just to be able to feel the pain
And watch the blood run down
At least then I wouldn’t feel the same
As still there’d be no one around
The beat of my heart
Would finally stop
And my life wouldn’t fall apart
More than it has till the flop
The breath would be shorter
The color leaves my skin
As my life gets closer
To being near the end
The world around me as I know it
Becomes cold and dark
The silence becomes so familiar
As my body fades into the dark
There’s nothing left of me
No emotions left to feel
Maybe if I had met thee
Then I wouldn’t have had to kill
written by dark angel
19:18 Aug 05 2009
Times Read: 898
The sky is black
The sun is gone
The world is dead
As the day goes on
I feel so empty
So lost inside
That no one can see
Me when I cry
My life is nothing
Or so it seems
I need more
If you know what I mean
I want to feel
That special touch
That feeling of warmth
That comes from such
To have a kiss
That’s tender and sweet
To hear that someone’s
Beating heart beat
To curl up with him
And know I’m safe
To feel his love
And his sweet embrace
Things are empty
and my heart is open
to someone’s love
it’s for the takin’
I wish that someone
Would walk in my life
And show me that I can
Possibly be his wife
written by dark angel
09:56 Aug 05 2009
Times Read: 901
You are a stranger
Who walked into my life
Came out of no where
And made me feel alive
You showed me things
I’d never seen
As well as things
I’ve never felt
you touched my heart
in ways you’ll never know
you’ve grasped a part
of me and it shows
to me you’re an angel
guiding my way
to a life of love
and that one wonderful day
you are the one
I’ve been waiting for
My heart has become one
As it soars with yours
written by, dark angel
09:37 Aug 05 2009
Times Read: 903
Another day has come and gone
As yet another page has turned
Our lives are one big story
In this never-ending tale
The journey goes on forever
And the twists and turns continue
As the good and bad go on
And the evil demons fight you
There’s always ups and downs
As well as a wrong and right
But whomever wants to get out alive
Better be willing to put up a fight
Life goes on or so they say
As the writing fades away
The pages turn blank
And the stories change
For another person will tell the same
Just In another point of view
That’s why they say
No two stories are the same
And they aren’t
Or so I believe
As our lives
Are ours to conceive
written by dark angel
09:16 Aug 05 2009
Times Read: 906
We began talking
And everything changed
You made me smile
And you made me feel strange
My heart started to melt
As my eyes drew a tear
A feeling I’ve never felt
Began to come near
You make me laugh
You make my heart race
You send me on a path
That I can’t retrace
Only you’ve done this to me
And no one else could
You are happy with who I choose to be
Rather than what someone thinks I should
My heart is in the palm of your hand
Just beating away to your tune
As we walk in the sand
And begin to realize too soon
That this could be
What we couldn’t see
Yet our hearts became intertwined
For all eternity
written by dark angel
08:14 Aug 04 2009
Times Read: 917
Be still my heart
While we’re apart
For he loves me
As I can see
Our love is true
As only we knew
The things we share
And the way we care
The smile he brings
And the way my heart sings
The warmth of his touch
Is never too much
And we fit together
Like birds of a feather
Two hearts became one
As our feelings came undone
Our two lives combined
And began to intertwine
When he looked in my eyes
And saw the heavens arise
The pain went away
By the end of the day
As we held one another
In the arms of the other
And I laid my head
On his shoulder in bed
We laid there hand in hand
And decided to make a stand
we chose to live our lives
with the other by our sides
hand in hand we’ll walk
and always be able to talk
we’ll always have each other
and be there for one another
till the end of time
his heart will always be mine
as from this day on
my heart he has won
written by dark angel
07:46 Aug 04 2009
Times Read: 923
He has returned
Like I knew he would
And showed concern
As only he could
His eyes told all
As did his touch
For only they
Could say so much
The way he felt
The person he is
Makes my heart melt
With one lil kiss
He’ll always be with me
Even if he’s afar
He’ll always protect me
No matter how near or far
written by dark angel
07:34 Aug 04 2009
Times Read: 929
I was enjoying you presence
til you had to leave
So the scent of your essence
lingered from your sleeve
The talk we had
and the drinks we shared
Were spent with a lad
whom I know cared
The way I felt
the way he talked
Made my heart melt
And then he walked
Back to the shadows
where he laid
Then me to the meadows
Where I danced and played
The warm smile
and soft eyes
They were mild
like a sunrise
He'll be back
I know he will
For my heart will lack
and won't be still
Til that day comes
I will wait
And my heart hums
a song of fate
written by dark angel
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CancerianGryffin
18:37 Aug 31 2009
i liked this one
InconcessusNoctis
02:20 Sep 01 2009
Nice out look..