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i have never felt alone so much until i sat in the silence on a dark night looking at the moon wishing i was dead or that someone would care its like i have tried to do whats best for me but still i sit alone wondering what did i do wrong or if its really me i still don't thinki will ever find my home and all i have are broken dreams that i really can't call my own so i will sit here and cry all alone

the way i feel right now i am just sad it just feels like the world is crashing around me and taking all i have left just to stand up i feel alone and weak even on the darkest nights its like i pour my heart out only to watch it bleed just so i can get hurt one more time sometimes i feel lifeless and just want to disappear or just hide in the shadows where no one can find me i can't sleep because my dreams turn into bad dreames then they become my fears and my fears become the death of me so i hold things in and never tell a single soul my heart grows cold and now i am soul less