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My good friend knew someone

way back in the day

who had a boyfriend

with aids



but that was

more than

some 20 years ago



It's better now



It's not a problem

anymore





We all know better now

nobody gets it

anymore

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And Gaia Shudders

but nobody cares

The gates open, a shallow creak

entrance granted into dark.

to the doors, mason pavement

overgrown in deceptive beauty.



Banished from sun

to windowless extravagance

final glimpse of old

then into the castle, onto solitude



Captivity in desires fulfilled

palisades disquise hollow joy

slowly, visions of past recede

reality turns to dust



dreams become perverse thoughts

sadistic pleasures come to fruition

internal pain brought physicality

mental scars mutilate the flesh





sanity flows away in shed blood

twisted wishes transform the world

trapped behind prison walls

built by every of the



Granted Wishes

Glossy gray glass

perferates colored beauty

into dreary reality

of place meaning



Clouds loom above

Blocking the eastern sun



oldest family's door

of names



entombed silence

cries out

louder than any voice



the door that opens

through the path of sarrows

closes in

nameless, forgotten peace



peace that reminds

looming clouds do recede

frozen time does move on

beauty, will...come.....again

I remember

The bird calls

from foresty green



I remember

from across time.... and space

The place of Green growth



Far across the

cold dead of white



I remember

voices, voices, voices

Demanding commanding

Voices voices voices

speaking words i cant hear

showing me everything i fear

actions preemted

Ideas distorted

voices in my head

telling me: go be dead

voices voices



Silence

Girl

A ship in a bottle,

lost without

somebody else.



Waiting for

the sailor,

the broken glass.



Cant take my chances,

take my chances,

in the wind,

on the sea.



without my sailor.



Boy

Old habits,

Die so

hard.



Be the hero,

Save the world.



Never show

How much your scared,

even when

your all alone.



Hold your own,

Never stand aside.



Staying true

right to

the very end.



both

I'm tired of being

what they want of me.

Why cant I be my ownself?



Girl

I wanna

take charge,

and be the boss.



I want to

wear a suit,

and not get

funny looks.



I want the GI joes,

and still have my barbie dolls.



Boy

Soccer and sports

just aint my thing.

Why cant I

Sing and dance



Not be afraid

to cry, or shine,

to show my love.



I wanna be

The tender one too.



Both

Im not this someone else

Nor do I want to be.