It's weird but I feel like it is time to move on, as if everything is coming to an end. Not on the sight, but in my life.
My friends have grown distant, lost in thier own things, most of which I choose not to share. Too many of my friends have drug or alcohol problems now and its just not my thing. It is a shame, these are people I have known for 10 years and I have a small group of friends. Now I find there is no one I can talk to or share with.
Some times it is soo lonely, my one good friend no longer answers my calls and I wonder what ails her. Perhaps this is the end because there is nothing left to learn here, it is time to move on to other things and other people.
I wish I could move, then I'd meet some new people - lord and lady know all I do is work! It wouldn't be so bad, if I had at least one person in my life (grown, kids don't count) then maybe the lonliness wouldn't drive me half outta my mind some days.
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xxBlueFairyxx
02:16 Sep 30 2010
I so understand, I have had that problem. Now I am reconnecting to people I haven't seen in years. Life is such a cycle.