Where to begin ?I grew up a neglected latch key kid.My mom and dad far to busy for a child pawned me off on a neighbor(an acholic)until I was old enough(ten)to raise my self.In school I was invisible nobody ever asked my name if they wanted my attention they called out "Hey you!"I learned to eavesdrop on the candid conversation of others,not because I found the stories intresting but because I liked the way some stories only enhanced the stories of others stories ...until the original thread was forgotten and never reviewed for authanticity.
At times I almost forgot it.
When I was 17 i became intrested in insurance investigation I went through a mail order course and surpassed expectations.
I was the first person to open an insurance investigation busness in my community.
I began seeing community members names in files on my desk to investigate.
Fire claims,Benificiary cases,and the usual insurance related follow up questionars.
to be continued
Yea would you like to buy a bridge?...I know you have heard it is a scam but that is only to scare off the tycon from bidding on it for a small fee (mind you this only holds your bid space)I can have you on the way to a shared deal that will keep this fine bridge out of the hands of private owners.
I understand you want to think it over....
Ok Hows this sound if you can find three people in the next week I'll hold the bid chip for you...lol at 50 dollars each I'll even cover your part....but I must request you not go to a spectator about this they will take the deal right of the table.
Ever word torn out of misery’s manuscript
why is it so…They ask over and over.
will not/chooses not to use the merry exit at all
suspicious of those who come with solutions
or salve "Do you not sympathize with my Woe?"
It is the score for the "I am not whole…yet I must
Carry all the crap that comes from others
forced on me as my views!"
so insults stack up to build drama sets
complete with a mood swing set
and a spiral slide to bring you down
to window painted dark basements
into a corner where you can be alone
isolated from anybody that is not
Caught up in your once valid drama
but pity those who care anymore
or have something that may shed
light upon your perpeculant sorrow
the continuous repetitious
revisitation of and tearing the scabs
is just about you now and the attention
You "get"from it is soon to be dirt
on your grave…
so save it …all that "life really hates me…
because they don’t agree with me
one hundred percent
that some have a reason why they
feel strongly against somethings
I will not interrupt your party of one
and soon you will find your self
without any party supplies
that even those who lead you
to think you needed all the Woe
say Whoa and get on with life in whole
with out the luggage you carry
FOR WHAT ….?????
To be more Woe then THOU!!!!!
COMMENTS
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VAMPIREBLONDEE
14:38 Dec 09 2008
I like reading about you, dab.
dabbler
20:43 Dec 09 2008
This is fiction. A lead for a story I was to write. Back when I thought this site would be inspiring, instead it turned out to be choked with strict belief. Though I have found people that are inspiring here.. yourself included.
VAMPIREBONNIE
18:03 Mar 19 2009
I failed to say "thank you"...but I do thank you, for inspireing me too.