Dear Daisy...
I am outside...
Looking up at the sky...
The moon shines behind fog like clouds...
Yet all that is on my mind is you...
And your body in my arms...
Be safe where ever you are...
So I send you kiss and warm embrace...
And hope that the luke warm breeze carries my message to you...
Oh My Sweet Dear Daisy....
Dear Mom,
Oh the wasted time. She called one night crying that he hit her. The family feeling the sorrow of her pain. Uncle went for her and gave her refuge at his home. We took her in again under the protection of the wings of the family. We we're all asured she would not return again to the arms of this fool. How wrong we were. Few days passed and the calls of the fool seized to bother our home. Later we heard that she left. She must have called him and listened to his horrible siren song. Uncles woman pleaded with her not to go. She did not listen and left. And with that sealing her fate. Cast out of home and family. She is no longer my sister, she now is just another amless fool roaming the empty streets of life alone. Be gone and never return lost soul, property of the cruel world. Never to be seen for what she is worth or talents she poses. Take your number and fade into the crowd of robots. Plea for help else where, cause the doors are closed for you.
Farewell Mother....
Before I continue I'd like to say this entry is a letter to my late mother in regards to my baby sister and wrong decisions she has made so far.
Dear Mom.
Why is it that she is so inclined to follow the same path of destruction as you? I understand the feeling in wanting to be a parent. But why with him, why not wait for a better time in which she could be prepared to have a child? Why not in better circumstances? Why not after completing her career? Why not wait till she was married, why did she not protect herself? Why was she not smarter? Enough! I'm so angry at her, we have been raised to be smart, to learn from our mistakes and the mistakes of others. To not judge, but to beware that not everyone can be trusted. And therefore be open minded, but careful of our accuantences. She is now pregnant and in a relationship that is dangerous to her and the child she now carries. I fear that the problems and headaches and stress will effect the child. I fear the worst, but hope for the best. I hope she will open her eyes and wake up from the mess she calls her world and takes control of her life, for the sake of her child and herself. I hope she realizes that she is worth more and that she deserves better. Mom, I don't want her to fade a way from my life, like you did. Especially, when she is so much like you. It's like having a piece of you still with us. I know you live within us mom, because we our your children. Please watch over all of us and keep grandma strong for many years to come. I love and miss you more each day that passes. Farewell mother....
COMMENTS
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unknown
19:42 Aug 30 2009
beautiful.