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16 entries this month
00:07 May 27 2006
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I think I may be channeling Vlad Tepes spirit 0_o
23:57 May 26 2006
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pissed off with PMT to boot. so if im nasty, i apologize beforehand.
17:38 May 26 2006
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Just to let everyone know, I'll be going on Holiday for a week on the 19th of June. So I might not be online. First thing I do when I get to spain is find an internet cafe......the second thing is to call Jay and meet him in Sighisoara. Beautiful little place in Romania.......what's the catch, you ask? it's the birthplace of the one and only vlad tepes :D
Which brings me onto the second topic of this entry. As today is the 109th year of the book being published, or something, here is a pic of the man himself:
Isn't he cuuuuuuuuuuute?????? the, erm, impaling enemies thing is a bit of a downside to a relationship with him...and the fact he doesn't like sunlight much :)
12:06 May 22 2006
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My dad has been remodelling the bathroom for weeks now. It's happening very, very slowly.
We have an interesting flush mechanism for the toilet. Chuck a bucket of water down it. He dismantled it, just so you know. I am SO glad I don't live here. I know I said I wanted to live in the middle ages, but a middle ages toilet is one step too far I think lol.
I don't know if I will be on the Rave as much as I usually am. The reason being that I'm on study leave from college and my home pc is shite. I'll try to get to a good one as often as I can. I may pop in now and again to see how things are going on here. If you want to talk to me leave a message and I'll get back to you as soon as I am able to. Might be a few days or weeks though.
12:46 May 19 2006
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Ok I'm like uber bored, so I thought I'd write in here. Nothin much to report, really. I go on study leave today, and hopefully I'll get my EMA payments, so I'll get thirty quid a week for doing sweet f.a!!!! hell yea.
Urm......*thinks* my mum decided to argue with me about the Da Vinci Code. Biiiiiiig mistake lol. I told her if she didn't shut up I'd run through a Catholic Church yelling "Jesus did Mary Magdelane and they had a kid!" It worked ;)
Emmmmmm........do de do de dum de do.........Jay came to see me yesterday. I was actually meant to go and see him, but....yeah. Anywho, we spent like all of the day looking for this pidgeon my cat killed. It looked like a plucked chicken. It was bigger than my cat so how he could've dragged it out of the garden I don't know. And the rest of the time we just...sat and talked. *blinks* I love him so much. *giggles* hehe. Uhhhhh, I have lured another victim to the Rave, Candidate. If he gives you any trouble just tell crow and I'll hit him for you:)
Well, gotta be goin now peeps. Laaaaataaaaaaz!
12:45 May 19 2006
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Ok I'm like uber bored, so I thought I'd write in here. Nothin much to report, really. I go on study leave today, and hopefully I'll get my EMA payments, so I'll get thirty quid a week for doing sweet f.a!!!! hell yea.
Urm......*thinks* my mum decided to argue with me about the Da Vinci Code. Biiiiiiig mistake lol. I told her if she didn't shut up I'd run through a Catholic Church yelling "Jesus did Mary Magdelane and they had a kid!" It worked ;)
Emmmmmm........do de do de dum de do.........Jay came to see me yesterday. I was actually meant to go and see him, but....yeah. Anywho, we spent like all of the day looking for this pidgeon my cat killed. It looked like a plucked chicken. It was bigger than my cat so how he could've dragged it out of the garden I don't know. And the rest of the time we just...sat and talked. *blinks* I love him so much. *giggles* hehe. Uhhhhh, I have lured another victim to the Rave, Candidate. If he gives you any trouble just tell crow and I'll hit him for you:)
Well, gotta be goin now peeps. Laaaaataaaaaaz!
*grrrrrrrrr*
14:26 May 17 2006
Times Read: 815
I’m supposed to be working. I’m not. My teacher had the cheek to accuse me of not doing my work in my own words. She thinks I’ve cut and pasted it. She doesn’t realise that I have many different styles of writing, depending on what I’m doing. So, I kept my calm (couldn’t lash out at her, she’s pregnant. And I ent that evil) so I said yeah, I’ll do the work. Bollocks will I! Wait until my mamma hears about this. She’ll be soooooooo angry. I almost feel sorry for her. Almost.
20:37 May 12 2006
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My dog just savaged a baby bird. Ripped it's wing off. After I put it down I thought. Shit. Bird Flu. im'a die!!!
18:50 May 12 2006
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It's now raining and thundering very badly. Dontcha love england? oh and the lights are failing. God how I wish I had Jay to hold :(
How I'm feeling
18:01 May 12 2006
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This song describes pretty much how I feel at the moment. And sort of how I wish things would be. For instance, "take your hand and walk away". *sigh* I wish you'd talk to me. I wish we could work this out.
SYSTEM OF A DOWN- LONELY DAY
Such a lonely day
And it’s mine
The most loneliest day of my life
Such a lonely day
Should be banned
It’s a day that I can't stand
The most loneliest day of my life
The most loneliest day of my life
Such a lonely day
Shouldn’t exist
It's a day that I’ll never miss
Such a lonely day
And it’s mine
The most loneliest day of my life
And if you go,
I wanna go with you
And if you die,
I wanna die with you
Take your hand and walk away
The most loneliest day of my life
The most loneliest day of my life
The most loneliest day of my life
Such a lonely day
And it’s mine
It’s a day that I’m glad I survived
Thank-you
15:03 May 12 2006
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I know I'm young, and that I don't know much about relationships. But quite a while ago someone on here told me something. To make a relationship work you need to talk. Talk about whatever problems you have. And I wanted to say thanks to that person (who should know who they are). I've taken your advice and i hope it will work.
To Jay: If you read this, I want to say again, how much I love you. When we meet up we need to have a serious chat about whats going on. That way we can work it out. I know we can. I don't want to lose you, and I hope you feel the same way.
15:51 May 06 2006
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I'm bored. I want Jay. Happy Birthday baby!
I'm going to go and watch a film with my dog, billy boy.
22:30 May 05 2006
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I'm bored. And tipsy. Vlad is also online :D.
Missing Jay like craaaaaaaaaaaaazy
18:35 May 05 2006
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I don't ever think I've been so bored in my entire life. At four thirty, dad told me he'd be out shopping for an hour. It's now six thirty and he still isn't home. ack.
*sighs* missing jayaruis a heck of a lot. Wish he was here with me. At least I can listen to him singing. The link is in my profile. Heh, I love the songs with the slow bits in, they make me all googly ;) yah know what i mean??? hehe.
Other than that, there's nothing to report.
AND HERE'S THE LIST
09:36 May 03 2006
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And here's the list. I've checked all of the points that apply to me;)
M.A.G.'s TOP 5 MOST OFFENSIVE GOTH BANDS
-Frequently wears black clothing.
YES
-Wears band and/or rock t-shirts.
YES
-Wears excessive black eye makeup, lipstick or nailpolish.
YES
-Wears any odd, silver jewelry or symbols. Some of these include: reversed crosses, pentagrams, pentacles, ankhs or various other Satanic worshipping symbols.
YES
-Shows an interest in piercings or tattoos.
YES
-Listens to gothic or any other anti-social genres of music. (Marilyn Manson claims to be the anti-Christ, and publicly speaks against the Lord. Please discard any such albums IMMEDIATELY.)
SORT OF, I DON'T SPEAK OUT ABOUT GOD IN PUBLIC.
-Associates with other people that dress, act or speak eccentrically.
YES
-Shows a declining interest in wholesome activities, such as: the Bible, prayer, church or sports.
I'VE NEVER HAD INTEREST IN THEM!!!
-Shows an increasing interest in death, vampires, magic, the occult, witchcraft or anything else that involves Satan.
ALWAYS HAVE DONE ;)
-Takes drugs.
NO NO NO NO! THEY'RE BAD AND FUCK UP YOUR BODY!
-Drinks alcohol.
NOT OFTEN, ONLY WITH MAH RENTS AND PALS SOMETIMES.
-Is suicidal and/or depressed.
ERM, THAT'S EMO'S.
-Cuts, burns or partakes in any other method of self-mutilation. (This is a Satanic ritual that uses pain to detract from the light of God and His love. Please seek immediate attention for this at your local mental health center.)
AGAIN, EMO'S.
-Complains of boredom.
EVERY KID GETS BORED!
-Sleeps too excessively or too little.
IT'S CALLED INSOMNIA!!!!
-Is excessively awake during the night.
NOPE, I SLEEP LIKE A LOG
-Dislikes sunlight or any other form of light. (This pertains to vampires promoting the idea that His light is of no use.)
YES. I HAVE WEAK EYES.
-Demands an unusual amount of privacy.
YES. I'M A TEEN FOR CRYIN OUT LOUD! EVERY TEEN WANTS SPACE!!!
-Spends large amounts of time alone.
NOPE. I READ IN THE LIVING ROOM, NEXT TO MAH MOMMA.
-Requests time alone and quietness. (This is so that your child may speak to evil sprits through meditation.)
YEAH, BUT WHO DOESN'T?
-Insists on spending time with friends while unaccompanied by an adult.
YES.
-Disregards authority figures; teachers, priests, nuns and elders are but a few examples of this.
NO
-Misbehaves at school.
NO
-Misbehaves at home.
ONLY WHEN IT'S THAT TIME O THE MONTH
-Eats goth-related foods. Count Dracula cereal is an example of this.
UM, NO
-Drinks blood or expresses an interest in drinking blood. (Vampires believe this is how to attain Satan. This act is very
dangerous and should be stopped immediately.)
WHEN I CUT MY HAND, YES. (BY ACCIDENT)
-Watches cable television or any other corrupted media sources. (Ask your local church for proper programs that your child may watch.)
DOES FREEVIEW COUNT???
-Plays videos games that contains violence or are of a role-playing nature.
TOMB RAIDER! TOMB RAIDER!!
-Uses the internet excessively and frequently makes time for the computer.
UM.....NO.......OK, YES
-Makes Satanic symbols and/or violently shakes head to music.
I BELLYDANCE TO SYSTEM OF A DOWN;)
-Dances to music in a provocative or sexual manner.
WHEN PISSED
-Expresses an interest in sex.
*MEH* NO
-Masturbates
NONONONONONO
-Is homosexual and/or bisexual.
SO I'M BI, IT ENT AGAINST THE LAW
-Pursues dangerous cult religions. Such include: Satanism, Scientology, Philosophy, Paganism, Wicca, Hinduism and Buddhism.
YES, I'M WICCAN AND DANG PROUD!
-Wears pins, stickers or anything else that contains these various phrases: "I'm so gothic, I'm dead", "woe is me", "I'm a goth".
NOPES.
-Claims to be a goth. WELL IF I CLAIM TO BE GOTH THEN I AM GOTH, TWAT!!!
So you see how rediculous this is. Why not fill it out for yourselves, and then message me with the responses, so I can post them in here:)
Some people.....
09:22 May 03 2006
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Whilst browsing the forums for anything amusing, I came across a thread about mothers against goth. Now, usually I'm a nice person, I don't yell much, brush things off etc etc. But after I finished my giggle fit, I realised these people were serious. And that irks me. Really irks me. So now I transformed into angry Crow. (despite what you say Mr.Jayaruis, I CAN and DO get angry, I'm not a fluffy fucking bunny all the time! lol it's a joke baby. can never get angry with you ever! *mwah*)
I mean, these people are so stupid and un-educated it aint funny. Half the stuff on that list applies to EVERY teen out there. Question, how in the fuck does being a hindu make you a Goth? 0_o got me on that one. Oh yeah, and how does hanging out with your pals more make you a goth, hmmm? Got me again.
So I've decided that as soon as I get to a computer that doesn't block myspace, I'm going on that site, and I'm going to give them a piece of my mind. OOOOOOhhhhhhhhh yah.
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