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Alrighty peeps........I was just reading through his poetry book again, and I found just a couple that just flat weirded me out. So, without further ado, here they are:
(c) Serj Tankian- Wet Flower
Teaching a woman
Of the seductive mechanisms of men
Upon the voluptuous vagina.
Guiding her lips to the tender
Wet flower of another woman,
Expressing necessary patterns
Of oral explorations.
Expounding the learning curve
Of an acquired taste for pussy.
Sharing visions of climbs of ecstatic
Heights between two flowers and their branch
Ah, if nipples could glance at watery truths
In the eyes of Venus,
If bodies flowed like wine
Through the halls of dire desire
Lit by an unquenched sunset beyond
The bodies of buildings,
Along the railroad
Going nowhere fast,
Unrelinquished circles plowing through time,
Regaining the same volume in the same space,
So they taste and they think while they drink
The purity of my manhood.
(c) Serj Tankian- Compliment
Ostriches murmur in the sand,
Rhinos whine at night,
Owls growl at the nights' tragic mood,
Spitting into the crevices of
The damned bastard moon.
And you baby,
You suck a good dick.
Yep, I had that very same expression on my face after reading them too. Don't worry, you'll get used to it. ;)
blah! that is how I'm feeling right now.........I'd suggest no one talk to me unless I really know you....otherwise I will rip your head off.......but no one talks to me anyway. Heh. Ahhhh, I shall go lurk, drink coffee, and try not to kill any newbies.......
Ok, nearly done about half of the movies section in the VDB, then I've got just over half of books to do, and I'm done. Lil problem- I know I've rated quite alot of things today, but it's not showing up properly in the vampire database entries rated bit on the stalking menu. Hmmm......Strange. I don't know why. But I know for sure I've rated things, and not miss-clicked. I just tested out that theory, and it does record the rate, no matter how fast I click stuff.
Well, I guess I'll see at the end of the day when I click update status. Off to do my little jobs around the house now and then resume rating. Might try and convince mum to let me keep on rating when she comes home, so I can have the VDB done today :)
650 things left to rate- then the VDB is officially done!!!!
Well, took myself a walk to get some coffee from the shop, and had a pleasant suprise when I checked my bank balance on my card. I got paid a day earlier than I thought, and it looks like I got some tax back too, or it could be my JSA. Just have to wait for my statement to come through to see.
Starting my rate-athon. I gots coffee, I gots nicotine, firefox seems slower today. 0.o I have roughly ten and half sections of the VDB left to rate, and then I'm done with it :P And then......onto profiles 0.o
It'll take all the strength I have not to rate all newb's a one. I only ever do that if the profile has abseloutely NOTHING on it, and someone hs rated it a ten. I mean.....why would you do that?
Or if the profile is abysmally stupid.....i.e. *if u wnt 2 kno mre just ask* or * i h8 evry fuckin thing in d wrld evr*........*gwwwwwrrrrrrrr*
Heh. So......off to see if firefox will play nice.....if not.....all of you guys in america will probably hear me yelling at it ;)
Firefox be working now :) And I now only have two and a half sections to go on the VDB! *woot*! SO gonna treat myself to a lil' drinkypoo's tonight!
( Well........I kinda already bought the beer when I bought my coffee lol)
Just finished watching Dexter. I effin' love that show :) I'm at a loss of what to watch now. Hopefully Five US will have CSI on :)
I think this is another night of not being able to sleep. For some reason, I just can't get sleep till two in the morning. And then I just need to sleep until about nine a.m and I'm good to go.
Anywho.....off to makes myself a sammich. And probably write something stupid and weird in here later.
Oh.......and I've done 54% of Firebrand :D Can't wait to see what it is at the end of tomorrow when I've finished rating stuff. :)
I decided, after much arguing with myself, to rate more of the VDB. I'm just going to keep clicking and rating for as long as I can. I really need to level up. And I'm also going to go to the Coven forums, browse through, and see what needs doing. :)
Crow gots her bid'ness hat on today :P
*****NERD ALERT*****
Just taking a short break from rating to tidy up around the house before mum gets home. I've rated just over four hundred items in the VDB today. It woulda been a heck of a lot more, but I didn't figure out firefox display the pages way faster until too late. -_-
So now, I'm off to clean.....then carry on rating till about six, when hopefully I'll have rated over 500 things, and my level will have gone up more :P
Tomorrow will be a rate-muh-butt off day too. I'm looking foward to how much faster I'll be able to rate stuff :D I know that's kinda sad, but, well, I'm a nerd :P
Oh, by the way, to someone, I couldn't shower for five minutes because I got a damn giggle fit. Damn joo! :P Should serve me right for reading my saved e-mails, lol
I've been thinking...why the HELL am I unable to use the phone? I HATE talking to people on the phone.....it makes me feel uncomfortable for some reason. Especially if it's a stranger, like someone from an internet or phone company calling you out of the blue and asking if you'd like to buy their stuff?
One poor bloke was met with the reply:
*Oh gosh, that's in- DON'T PUT THE FROGS IN THE CAULDRON YET!* and then I hung up. 0.o
I don't even really like calling up my family either. The only people I'm able to talk to on the phone for any amount of time ith is my mum, nanna and dad.
Though dad is used to getting voice mail messages from me that last about five minutes, because I babble a heck of a lot.
And my mum knows it will take at least half an hour of begging/pleading/threatening to get me to order a pizza.
I hate the phone too. I always stutter when I'm talking on the phone, that's why I max out on my text messages every month and have all my minutes to carry over...
Is the fact that I only really need my roots dying, but, the root touch up colorant only comes in permanent and costs £4.00, whereas, my semi permanent all-over dye costs £2.00.....wtf?
So I'm sitting here, reading my favourite journals, drinking coffee, having a cigarette and eating babybel cheese :P I'm addicted to the stuff.
I got myself some hair dye the other day and I'm now deliberating on wether to do it myself, or to wait and let mum help me with it. I think I should wait, because it is actually nigh on impossible to dye your own hair without dying your skin too. I thought my hair was fine until I was doing my make-up on the bus yesterday, and I glanced at my hair in the mirror. The longer top parts are sort of black/brown.......but the shorter bits are brown, going blonde 0.o
My roots have come through, and I have two tone hair. Needless to say, my beanie hat has been firmly stuck on my head since then.
And why did I just tell you that load of twaddle? I have no idea.......Seriously.
Just got up and logged on for a few seconds. Checking e-mail, the usual stuff. Trying my damndest to reply to the email sent to me about my job interview, but for some reason hotmail keeps being a bitch and won't send it. -_- I'm reluctant to use the phone, because I really don't have the best phone manner in the whole world. I get tongue tied easily.
Apart from that, I'm going to go and have breakfast soon. I want a proper one, one I have to cook myself. That be yummy. Then I get to take a shower and try out the new shower gel and shampoo and conditioner I got yesterday. I think the shower gel is eucalyptus and something, the shampoo is Original Source Tea Tree and Mint :P It smells divine, but you don't half KNOW when you get in in your eyes.
Then, I have to walk upto work (Don't have to go in today thank the goddess) And use the atm there to draw out some money to get the bus into town, and go to my appointment at the joncentre. I have to sign on again. It's a miracle I remembered that today is indeed the day I have to go lol.
And also, I hope your first day in your new job went well, hun :D So happy for you :D
First day was amazing sweety, talk to you soon I hope :D and I hope all went well with your day and the shower was relaxing too :) later babe :)
PRIVATE ENTRY
02:12 Mar 17 2008 Times Read: 905
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Trust
01:20 Mar 17 2008 Times Read: 908
I'm currently talking to my ex on msn. We've had a couple of conversations over the past few days. He's broken up with his girlfriend, and I was consoling him. He started getting a little flirty, and I said thanks, but no thanks. I actually do love someone. I know we haven't met, and are miles apart, but my feelings for this person are real. He questioned this, saying, *if he's miles away, how would he know?* My response was, that I would know, and I could never do that to him in a million years. I love him too much to even think about hurting him.
I know what it's like to be hurt by someone you care about. To be so totally in love, and have it all come crashing down around you. This is what happened with said ex. I did love him, I thought we were happy. But then, rumors started up about me, and he chose to believe the people who said them instead of me. I could never cheat on someone. It's not in my nature to do that. However, he thought it was perfectly acceptable to say *we're on a break* and then go and screw some random girl for a few weeks until he got bored,and wanted me back. I'm glad we ended. I couldn't take anymore. He always broke my heart, and I felt so used. Like a fool, whenevr he decided that we weren't on a break, I went back to him. Trusted him enough to sleep with him eventually. I'd never do that again.
That's why I find it so hard to trust people,and to let them get close to me. I think *what if it happens again? how can I know they love me and won't use me?* I thought I wouldn't find anyone ever again who I could trust. I was scared of being misled and made to look a fool. But, somehow, you've done it. I trust you 100%. You've broken down the barriers that make me seem cold and distant. You've enabled me to feel again. And I want to say thank-you. I never thought I could feel these emotions again. If you said jump,I'd reply *how high?*.
well, just coz you 'made the effort', on a wet night.. I figured I'd better comment.. if only to say, "it was my delight, to send them, just to hear such an eloquent thank you." (I do like your voice.)
Praise be to Khayman ;)
23:45 Mar 15 2008 Times Read: 923
Whenever I'm bored on here, and don't feel like rating ( My brain goes.....*click* *rate* *click* *rate* oh dear god I wanna kill all newb's...*rate*) I tend to read through my favourite journals. Now this particular journal rawks my socks! I swear to god.....if ever you're down, or need a kick up the ass, this is the journal to read. Khay, I officially LOVE you!
( And yeah.....I read ALL previous entries to this one.....I have no social life lol)
From Khayman's journal entry:
SUM-BITCH.
19:55:55 - Jan 23 2007
I loves you, lady! I don't think I've laughed that hard in.....well......forever........
I got the stories Angelus so kindly posted me :) Thanks for sending them hunny. I'm going to settle down now and read them :) Can't wait, I know they're gonna be awesome. :)
Just a note before I leave to get ready for work. I don't want to go, but, here's hoping I get that interview, and then I won't have to go to tis crappy job anymore. *sigh* Now that's a happy thought :)
Missing you lots......if I don't see ya online tonight I might have to call in search and rescue, or go to Liverpool and find ya ;)
Oh Lordy peeps.........Crow has got herself an interview........for a job as........*gulp* a Biomedical Lab Assistant! cool or what??? I'm so nervous about it, mainly because I didn't think I'd got a hope in hell of getting it. Funny thing is, I got a message on the job website I applied for it, saying they wouldn't be asking me for an interview. But now I got's one. Mum said they probably didn't find a suitable candidate in the first round of interviews, or they kept my application on file. Either way, I'm really happy :D
It's late, I should sleep. I can't. One twenty five am, and I'm stil wide awake. Damn me getting up so late today. It's my own fault really.
So, I just noticed, do you have to wait for an orange to become ripe? like a banana? Coz I just had said orange and it tasted.......funky.
Also, I have decided I want long hair again. Now all I have to do is see if I'm able to grow it without going stir crazy. This is the time I wish I could solder my beanie hat to my head. :P Hmm.....soldering iron........
What else?........erm.........not much. I'm thinking about doing another audio journal entry, so if any one wants a special mention,drop me a line and I'll do it. :)
almost everyine thinks the same of the voice the first time they hear it, or the second, or the third.. we're bias. so your opinion isn't valid. **Grins**
Help Request
16:11 Mar 13 2008 Times Read: 959
Ok, if anyone knows how I can put a mini windows media player into my journal, please tell me! I want to do an audio journal entry, but I have NO clue of how to do it. I can record stuff just fine, but whenever I put it in here, it has no play or pause options (infact you can't even see it, it's just my scary disembodied voice!) etc, so any help any one could offer would be fantastic. It gotta be in simple, plain, english. My brain does NOT do well with tech-talk lol. :) Thanks, peeps!
HOLY FUCKIN' SHIZNITS! I DID IT! ALL BY MYSELF!!!! YAY ME!!! lol I have no idea how I figured it out.....just know I did :D
Well, I'm ashamed to say I only got up about half an hour ago, and it was 12 am. 0.o I'd set my alarm to snooze at 9 am......then.......forgot about it. *ahem* Oh well. I had a quite scary/then nice dream, which I'll probably write about later. For now, I need to make a list of everything I've not rated in the VDB and get started. Hopefully my internet won't feel the need to keep changing my IP address, even though I downloaded internet explorer 7. If that don't work Im'a try firefox. If that don't work...Im'a shoot myself lol.
*sings* Hi Ho, Hi Ho, it's off to rate I go....
Yep.....downloaded firefox......VR looks funny on it lol
And I keep getting logged out, so the problem must be with my internt *sigh* Oh well. About to go up the shops, buy ciggie's, and then resume rating. Yay me
For possibly the first time tonight, I truly felt like an ACM. There's a situation going on in my Coven, and I just knew what to say to deal with it diplomatically. Yeah, Crow and diplomatic *snrk*
I know I haven't really stepped up to my ACM duties VW, and I'm sorry. From now on, I'm going to work so much harder for SF. Our definition is Faithful Blood after all, and my faith is in this coven.
It's quite a nice day out, the sun is shining for once! A rarity in England lol. I'll take a walk up to my shop, buy smokes, then come back and plan what to do with the rest of my day. Which will mainly be convincing myself to rate the database more to level up, having a nice bubble bath, watching Dexter later on tonight (Rudolf (sp?) Martin is in it..YUM) and convincing my mum to get me some San Miguel, coz the house is tidy :P So, off I go.
Ooh, and looking foward to some mail I'm getting :D
:( hope you get better hunny........the most i know to reccomend is fluids, paracetamol and sleep. And, according to my nanna, chicken or celery soup 0.o
*sniff, sniff*
00:54 Mar 12 2008 Times Read: 992
*sniff, sniff* I don't have any protection stamps :( GIMME SOME! *puss in boots eyes* lol :P Ya'll shall get a virtual cookie if you do gimme one.....pwease? wit' spwinkles? Ok.......I gotta stop now....
This is just a bit odd.........I felt I had to write it down, get other peoples opinions on it, so comments are a must.
It kinda weirded me out a little bit. It was very, VERY vivid.
Ok. I lived in a huge, old, beautiful farmhouse in the country. Ours was the only house for miles. All you could see was fields and woods.
It was a beautiful bright summer day, and I was in the garden, with my husband, chasing the kids around ( a girl and a boy), and pushing them on a swing we'd built into a tree. We had a lovely picnic, and I felt so happy and content. Later on, when the kids were bathed, we tucked them into bed, and told them a story. The only sound was that of a distant owl, hooting.
When the kids were sleeping, we went downstairs and curled up infront of the fire.
Then I woke up and was like.........oh.......what......the.......heck???
# People who ask if I'm a boy or a girl.....I mean......I HAVE a chest...jeeez....
# People who talk on their mobile while driving.....have fun in the morgue.
# People who stand right next to me when I'm in a queue. Standing that close to me will produce a growling noise until you move AWAY. Or, even worse, If I move away from them.....they move closer........wtf?
# People who treat me like I'm stupid, just because I'm young.
# People who think I will rob them, or yell at them, just because I'm young. ( Bear in mind, Crow is not yet twenty....next year though)
# People who INSIST on forcing their opinion on you because theirs is, apparently THE right one....not yours.
# People who say all muslims are evil.....they aren't. Most are decent, hard working individuals. It's the minority that spoil it for the majority.
# People who complain about all the foreigners coming to England and taking *our* jobs. Get off your fucking whiney ass and GET a proper job, instead of sitting around all day and moaning then!
# People who are homophobic. I couldn't care less what sexuality you are. If you're a nice person, who you choose to sleep with shouldn't matter.
# People who try and force their religion onto you.
# People who say Wicca isn't a *real* religion.....excuse me, but if the U.S. Army say you can practice it....then it gotta be. Oh......and WHAT then is Paganism? y'know, the one that was around BEFORE Christianity?
# Child molestors. Should be locked away forever.
# People who abuse animals. That's evil.
# Wearing skirts........I just can't do it.
:: Looks at list:: woah...........where did that come from??? lol
Oh..........my.........god..........they.....really? That's beyond the realms of normal human cognitive thought. I mean.....Mine are smaller but still obvious.....So I just point to em and say * Naw, I'm just seein which one I likes best, I'm undecided yet* lol.
VR Pet Peeves
17:36 Mar 11 2008 Times Read: 1,016
I saw the thread on this in the forums, and I have too many to put in there, so Im'a put em here.
# People who use txt tlk on here. It really annoys me. God gave you brains so bloody well use them.
# People who make their profiles threatening- it's just pathetic. It will never make you look smart, or clever. It will just make you look like an asshat.
# People who answer threads in the forum with *I don't know* or * I'll check it out* just to get their post count up.
# Idiots on here in general........mainly newb's.
# Profiles that say *if u wnt 2 kno jst ask* It don't make ya look mysterious....just silly.
# People who rate an auto 10 on everything.
# Stamping an article..........I mean......it's not gonna rate you back.
# People who lie about what they rate you.....gawd I love being a premmie!
# People who come onto me......seemingly thinking because I'm a girl, and online, I must be a slut.
I'll do more later......things concerned with real life etc.
The prerson who invented eyebrow plucking for women should be tarred and feathered, and thrown into a bog. Seriously.
Mine were in dire need of doing (picture Serj Tankian's eyebrows, but on my face. 0.o) sooooo......For the past TEN minutes I've been sat downstairs, pulling the most oddest faces in the mirror and muttering *ow....OW....ouch.......damn......ow.......c'mere ya lil fucker.....GOD DAMNIT!* lol.
DON'T get me started on whoever thought of shaving and/or waxing your bikini line......razor blades and wax ARE NOT meant to go south of your stomach. Or the c**t who though of epilating down there.........
Mum said: *try it, you'll be fine* It's the only time I've been allowed to say *Holy Mother of Fuckity Fuck Fuck Fuck!* without getting told off. Mum replied: *Well, it takes some getting used to....* Geez, ya think???
I'd rather get that entire sleeve tattoo Ville Valo has than try epilating again. That's how much it hurt. (To my pain levels, anyway) I'm never touching wax unless exceeding smashed outta my face. lol.
0.o I'd probably have to have a bottle of absinthe handy
Stop me from doin som'thin' stupid
15:22 Mar 10 2008 Times Read: 1,033
Ok........Crow wants to do something she might later regret..........I was watching in interview of HIM and The Rasmus on youtube.......which led me to watch a HIM video.....of Ville getting the heartagram tattoo on his stomach...........and now I WANT IT. lol.
I probably would never get a band's name or logo tattooed on me. I mean, what if they split or you stopped liking them?
So I think I just want to be inked again. I like it. I've decided on what I want next. You know the cross tattoo Pauley Perette has on her back in NCIS? Something like that but just a wee bit smaller. So I'll get a cross, not a heartagram. But......ya gotta admit......he's pretty.........
I think one of the highest accolades you can get on VR ( Besides being given admin duties) is being metioned in a journal. Well folks, lil ol' Crow was. And the message convo too. I'm really happy, and feel so honoured that this personal liked what I said to them enough to let other people see it. :)
Anywho, Crow must go beddy-bye's now. Monday will be a rate-my-ass-off day :) expect nonsensical blitherings a-plenty after half an hour of clicking stuff in the VR databse. :)
And also Del............you said *erm* four times, that I counted. Yes, counted. It was money well spent. I can tell I'll have nice dreams tonight. And you have NO idea how much my hands were shaking when typing out that text lol.
I just sent a text to someone.Finally plucked up the courage to do it. Yay me. Damn my phone dying on me. It only had enough juice left for me to turn it on, and listen to THE most amaziice mail I've ever had. *cheshire cat grin*
So that's what ya sound like. :) Amazing voice, hun.
Sometimes, I wish I was more intelligent. I wish I had more interesting things to say and write about in here. Be able to have proper, in depth, adult conversations with complex topics. These feelings come from reading journals of certain members, and thinking how amazing they are, but knowing I’d never be able to write anything like that myself.
But then again, if I did, I wouldn’t be Crow anymore. I guess you’re just going to be stuck with usually dumb-now-and-again-has-an-Aristotle-moment Crowgirl after all lol. And would ya want me any other way? ;)
*anticipating VERY wrong comments to come from that previous sentence, which should, by all means, be posted anyway ;)*
My beautiful baby cat Vladimir ( yeah, named him after Dracula) just came to get some fussin' from his momma, then whooped me a good 'un on my nose. WTF? I was like *damn, I'm giving you fusses and you hit me???* Vlad *blink* Me, in a dissproving parent-y voice *never hit momma again!* Vlad *licks momma's nose lots to apologize* LOL.
And while on the subject of my beautiful evil baby boy, I have to remember when telling people about him, to say that he is infact a feline. I get the oddest remarks when I say
* Oh my baby boy Vladimir is two!!!......such gorgeous orange eyes and fur.........didn't I say he was a cat??* LOL.
Just had a nice chat with a Nurse on NHS Direct. She says she doesn't think I've broken my toe ( thank the goddess) but just briused or strained it really badly. The most pain is in the middle, which is the worst place for you to hurt it, because they can't really do anything to help mend it, you just have to let nature take it's course and heal it naturally. She said standing for five hours at work isn't the best idea either- but, I have to work to get money for mum and me. I am contemplating phoning and asking wether I can cancel my shifts this wekend and do them in the week so I still get paid. I don't know if I should go to A+E or not though. With my employers, you need a doctors note if you're sick. If I do go, they might give me some bandages and proper pain killers, which would help so much.
I don't want to make a fuss over nothing though. I hate doing that. So, if I go to the hopsickle ( i just like saying hopsickle, I know you spell it hospital lol) now, I'll probably have to call work and say I'll be late, coz I don't know how long I'll be there. Gah! life is NEVER simple. lol. Emo moan/rant over. ;)
thats what i have to do cause i messed up my foot whith heels
The shoes in question
18:01 Mar 06 2008 Times Read: 1,072
First off, I apologize for the quality of the pic. I only have the cam built into my laptop to take pics with, and it's not a particularly good one.
Secondly, I don't know wether I did 'em justice or not, but here they are:
Evil fuckin things. I don't know if I'll go Doctors or not. The only thing stopping me is transport. Mums going up to Lancashire to see my aunty, and dad will be at work. Gah.
Hokey Pokey peeps, Crow has a problem. And would like your advice.
I went in to town on Monday, continuing my jobsearch. I had to look nice and presentable. Which my mom tells me, means no CSI hoodie, VR top, skinny jeans or New Rock boots. -_- lol.
So, I went in dressed nicely. Proper townie. Ergh. And as a result of me owning jeans (this entry does go somewhere eventually, trust me) I had to wear a skirt to look somewhat smart.
Only problem being, I don't have shoes to go with skirts, as I rarely wear em. So, I had to wear my gorgeous, yet deadly (and only) pair of high heels. The only way I can describe them is that they look like a victorian prostitutes shoes, crossed with those high ballet-esque bondage shoes you can get. As a result of wearing them, and walking around town for about five hours, I was only able to do a sort od Geisha walk at the end of the day.
My feet killed me afterwards, and I thought fine, gonna be pretty obvious why they hurt. My big toe hurt more than anywhere else, but I didn't think anything of it. Or on Tuesday. But now it's Wednesday, going into Thursday, and it still hurts like a bitch. I've done the sensible things like taking aspirin, putting an ice pack on it etc etc. At first I thought it was muscle strain, so when I went into the shower tonight, I massaged it gently. Then I felt and heard a cracking/popping sound. Now it hurt more than ever.
I'm thinking I;'ve either really badly briused the bone, or at the worst fractured it. (I did fall a couple times in those heels.....I'm reminiscent of a baby gazelle learning to walk)
I don't know wether to go to the doctor or not. I'm wary because it could be nothing and I don't want to cause a big deal. But then again, it could be something, in which case I should seek medical advice I suppose.
Well, tell me your thoughts, and I'll post an update tomorrow. :)
I suppose I should be getting on with the jobs my mum set me to do. I mean, if I'm going to be at home all day the least I can do is help out with cleaning. So I have to:
Hang out the washing
De fur the sofa, where the cat likes to sit.
Hoover floors.
Sort out any clothes I don't wear anymore and chuck them, and then wash some I do wear.
I'm thinking that after that my wadrobe will consist entierly of black clothes, with a couple of purple and red things thrown in. So off to cleaning I go. *oh yay -_-* Make sure you check out the new video's I put in the funny video section and tell me what you think!
And one question: Del, how on did we get started on bloody Shrek in the first place??? :)
Ok, just noticed, it's warmer OUTSIDE my house than in it. What In The Fuckity Fuck is goin' on ??????
I'm literally shaking with the cold. I have two t-shirts and my lovely CSI Vegas hoodie on, and the heating. Just went outside....STILL bloody warmer than inside. When I said I wanted to live in a mausoleum I meant it metaphorically, God!!!!
Not looking foward to going to the shop. I need some cigarettes, but, I'm only able to pay one pound in silver money. The rest will be in two and one pence peices. God, the owner is gonna love me so much. I just hope he'll let me pay with it, coz now I don't have any ciggie's left, and Crow without nicotine you don't wanna see. So, I'm off to go count coins and then I'll be back later. I know this is the most boring journal entry I've ever done, but oh well. I can't be stupid and non sensical everyday......well, ok, I can, but you get the idea lol.
So it's about half an hour after I did that entry. I haven't moved, apart from counting out the money and planning on what to say to the owner of said shop when I pay for ten cigarettes with a gazillion coins. I guess I'll have to make it up by listening to the stories he tells me about when he and his family moved to England from India. Kept me in the shops for half an hour one time lol. But he's cool actually.
My local off licence loves it when I go in with coppers.......................and she doesn't mind if I pay in change either :p
Hmmm
22:38 Mar 01 2008 Times Read: 1,115
I know I've been acting really weirdly lately, and I apologize for that. If I've freaked you out in any way, I'm sorry. I'm just odd anyway ::haha:: and I'm back to my good ol' Happy Loopy Vamp Chick state now. Just want to know, Still friends? If you do want to talk to me please do, if not, well, don't. Whatever you want is fine with me. But I did mean it when I said I miss you.
COMMENTS
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Angelus
14:44 Mar 31 2008
..yay, an entry means the ladies alive.