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me and my girlfriend r taking another break. we're just friends now. she thinks it would be better if we did so i'm going along with it.she said that i can date whoever i want, but when she comes down to see me it better be over. well i don'tr wanna see anybody down here. noone here understands me. i'm gonna wait for her and be with her. i love her so much and i want her to knnow that

ok so recently i just wrote about me and my girlfriend taking a break. and now were' back together we're just not engaged ne more and that sux cuz i got the ring and everything. and for those of u who r wondering who the hell i keep babbling about well then ask DarkVampDeath cuz she's the one i love and am with and was engaged to

me and my girlfriend have been going out for 2 and a half mos and now she wants a break. she thinks we're moving to fast. i don't see how she can say that we need a break after the shit we've been through. i was there for her for alot of shit. i was there when she needed somebody to talk to about her dad, her mom, her sis. and now i just don't know what to do and more. i mean i love her don't get me wrong i love to death and with all my heart. but i don't like to be on breaks with ppl im dating. that happened with my ex and we split up. she says this berak is temporary and that she needs to think and i will let her have her time and space and i will try to help all i can but i don't know what to do in the mean time while i wait. should i just wait or should i try to push to be with her. babe if ur reading this don't think i have any doubts cuz i don't i just to be with you cuz ur the one i love and always will. if ur reading this I LVE YOU WITH ALL MY HEART AND SOUL. even if my soul is tarnished like a mother fucker. i love u babe an i always will.

this is to the one i love with every part of my being. she knows who she is. she's the one i'm gonna marry. when i talk to her my heart starts pounding really fast, my palms get all sweaty, and i get choked up on the words i wanna say.

i never want to hurt her. but i already have b/c of my addiction to alcohal and pot. i never want to hurt her again. before i met her i was always depressed and suicidal. i never cared about what happened or what went on with everything else. but now that i'm with her i'm not as hellbent on destroying myself. she's the perfect girl b/c she dosen't care that i drink blood or that i cut my self. i cut b/c i like the pain from the blade of the razor as it cuts through my flesh. to me pain is a way of expressing my self. cutting is a euphoria and she knows that and that's what i love about her. pllus she has some huge tits but those are a bonus for me. i love her for who she is not how big her boobs are or how kinky she is.



babe if ur reading this i want you to know that i mean every word i say and i really do love you.