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"ALONE" by corpus



I feel lost... like I am living in my own world.

And yes- many feelings ( those feelings define my alienation) & surround me!

I also have the sense of another "world" that lives and breathes outside of mine.

My alienation creates a determined distrust toward their world!

And it only seems that the lives that inhibit it all consist of power hungry fiends -

who try and dictate my dreams!

As I lay to rest, my eyes shut- blackness enthralled.

Many images transpired through my brainwaves.

Those are the images I have had to suffer.

Images of love are all I have to keep my soul intact;

"But, not long after i soon awaken from my tideous slumber only to find

mere nightmares"!

They are only a reality belonging to the "internal sadness" that

I still have had to suffer with.

But, still yet i hold unto my pride,

only to force away those unshed tears of sincere apathetic oppression!

Then, as of yet,all that I have left for me is the realization that

( I will continue until my death, that)...



" I am alone"

a black silk cloth covers the eyes.

those eyes of an irascible being!

the hands of restraint are her contempt.

" Jackie, that fucking bitch she seems to scream!"

gag in mouth keeps the words muffled.

" Jackie, the intellectualizer and liar that brought me here!"

To suffer, i did nothing wrong.

I only killed a "girl"!

I have been given the illuse treatment of a dog!

Not too long before i prove my revenge.

I want their eyes for taking mine!!!

but till then , for the suffering, i will resign.

Death now is my concubine!!!



corpus