I find myself alone at home, pouring myself a glass of wine, and wishing I had someone to spend my night with. Notes on a Scandal is currently in the DVD player and my cat seems to have reached a new level of maturity after have living with me for a couple of months. What I need is a loyal friend and lover. Someone who would embrace the truth other than fear it.
Sex isn't a necessity, but it would be nice. The past few men I've had sex were just that. I've loved men that didn't love me and I've been loved by men that Didn't love. One man I loved wasn't quite sure how to handle a relationship, but he tried until he had to prove to himself that there was no love. Now I think he's a changed man but he lives so far away. He told me he first and I didn't believe him or else I would have said it back. When I finally told him I loved him it was over the phone and we both lived on opposites of the country. I'll always love him for his taste and humor. It really would be wonderful to see him again.
I picked up 'The Heavens Rise' by Christopher Rice yesterday. I've never read any of his novels, but after reading several of his mother's and speaking to her about a few things through email, I figured I'd give it a shot. It's his firt supernatural novel and he just so happens to be gay like myself. Eerie as the book is, I think I may grow to understand Chris a bit better, and that's the reason I bought his book. Might I add that I find him to be extremely handsome, intellegent and with a great sense of humor.
Cheers,
Cornelius
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I have never read his books either .. it may be an interesting read .. let me know more as you read
That I will do. :)
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