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Chapped lips and bloody hands

A fault in sanity

A snap of the wrist

Insanity smiles and bloody knives

No longer a person

No longer alive

Mangled and bloody

Knife wounds

Bludgeoned heads

Sanity no longer

Insanity consumes

No longer can I fight

No longer am I here

What lie in my place something different

Something strange

Insanity consumes all

Those who fight

Fall

Fall prey to their minds

And bloody thoughts

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I am as tired as can be,

But I can't close my eyes

Unknowing what lie in front of me

Apprehensive of the future

I stare

My emotionless reflection,

Hiding a mind,

Unforgiven

Each wretched day a new beginning,

I say.

For me only

Another day not worth living

We sing the ancient hymns of despair

For the world we know

Is unknown by all

Confusion outstretched

Unbarring pain

Utilized time

No longer are we there

The monster locked away by steel bars

A monstrosity to human eyes

Fear in their eyes as they face

The monster they had created

Blind to the pain they had caused

Innocence thought of those who are cruel

Can we really blame the monsters in us for what we have become?

Or the ones who made us this way to begin with?

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And here I sit

Shrouded with darkness

Pain and anger taking hold

What do I do?

A mind in which isn't mine

Telling me a such

Tell them

Kill them

Lairs full of sin

Liars deserve death

A mind in which is not mine

Is telling me a such

Tell myself

Kill myself

Drive the bullet between my lips

A liar deserves death

How can I stop the madness

When I want it to consume

But would rather it not

How do I grab hold

When I don't want to

But still keep an iron grip

Please

I'm begging

Tell me

What can I do?

What have I done?

How do I stop this?

How can I make it push forward?