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I Remember
04:50 Jan 12 2006
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I remember when I was just a little kid

And you didnt care what I said and did

For me you were always there

Even though you hated how I followed you everywhere

I remember when I was a little older

And you taught me to be tougher and bolder

Whenever I did something wrong

You always took the blame and were strong

I remember when I was preteen

And to you I was so mean

But you took it all in and you didn't kill me

You were much stronger than I could ever be

I remember when I hit my rebelious years

And there were many fights and even more tears

You were always the one I could talk to and trust

Because you never made a big deal or fussed

I remember the day I lost my trust in you

You had told mom what you thought you had to

A secret I hadn't wanted her to find out about

Even though I was mad I knew you had to get it out

Finally I remember the day I lost you

And that day is today and I dont know what to do

You are moving out and leaving me behind

I dont think another brother like you I will find

I remember the days I most loved you

And the days I most hated you

I remember the days I most trusted you

And the days I felt nothing towards you

I will never forget the day

The four emotions collided and would not go away

Because you moved out of my life and out of the house

I for once was as quiet as a mouse

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Illusions
04:34 Jan 12 2006
Times Read: 568

You have the best of friends

You have the parents ever

School is going great

You'll live forever

Your friends love you

Your parents are so understanding

Your so smart

On tope of the world your standing

Your friends leave you

They have nothing to do with you

Your parents said this would happen

Theyre gloating because what they said was true

All of a sudden

Quicker than expected

It hits you

It's like you were infected

Your all alone in the world

Not a soul is around

Nobody understands you

Your crying on the ground

It's like none of it existed

It was all gone so fast

It was like an illusion

That was real but now is the past

One last thing crosses your mind

As the blade slowls cuts

Deeper and deeper into your wrist

To think it would all last you must of been nuts

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What if...
04:25 Jan 12 2006
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What would happen,

If I were to die?

Would anyone notice,

And would they cry?

I could take some pills,

And die real slow.

Like molasis in winter,

Trying to flow.

Or I could cut myself,

And bleed until I am no more.

Cleaning up my body,

Would be quite a chore.

Than of corse there is,

The shotgun sitting over there.

Should I do it,

Do I really dare?

I suppose I could die these ways,

But it's not just dieing.

I must tell the truth...it's suicide,

No point in lieing!

What would happen,

If I were to die?

Would anyone notice,

And would they cry?

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Love
04:15 Jan 12 2006
Times Read: 570

I once said that I loved you,

I once cared for you alot!

Then you threw that love away,

and we were NOT!

The thing was that I still cared,

And my love for you was still strong!

But you didnt feel the same way,

You thought that we were wrong!

You only wanted to be friends,

I wanted so much more!

But I couldnt change how you felt,

To you I had become a bore.

Then we did something stupid,

Foolish as all hell!

But whats done is done

So oh fucking well :S

There was just one problem,

My feelings for you grew.

And you were still uneffected,

To you we were still threw!

Now I have to get over you,

And figure out how to deal.

I guess we're gonna just be friends,

But that still won't ever change how I feel!!!

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