I have been having the time of my life.. Cute boys to flirt with.. My best friends with me.. I will never forget that night because my bestest friends talked to her crush of 2 years. They ended up dating and we all got drunk and cheered her on.. Her sister ended up with my boyfriend of the time so I blew them off and said have fun ill have him back in the morning.. I dont mind sharing as long as she asked.. I ended up talking to this guy named Caden all night.. I didn't have to flirt. I was my self. We ended up talking about his ex and how she killer herself because she got pregnant.. I started to cry and said Im so sorry.. He hugged me and said its okay she was a lot like you.. Pretty Sweet Caring and Just a all around good person.. I said Being a good person is when you do good things.. I dont do good things for anyone unless I really like them and that only consists of 4 people. He smiled you have no idea how wrong you are.. Ive seen you go out of your way just to help someone. I know your going to help everyone who you think needs it. I told him I had to go because I needed to think about what he said. I never got his number. I asked my friends if they saw him and they always said you weren't talking to anyone you were just sitting there crying and talking to your self. I was shocked. How could they not see him.. We talked and I felt him hug me. I was so confused. What made me angry was that my so called friends didn't come over to see what was wrong or if I needed them. I ended up leaving that day so I could go home and think about everything.
When I got home Caden was at my house. My mom was talking to him. He smiled at me sorry i didn't give you my number I forgot I was to caught up in talking to you.. I frowned How did you know where I lived? Because your friend Felisha gave your address to me. She said she never saw you. He laughed of course she did.. Unless I erased her mind.. I looked at him and said get out of my house I dont want you here. He left and a month later I found out he killed himself and left a note saying.. Its because you didn't want me that I finally decided to do it.. I loved you Cheyene..
Creepy I wanted to cry and I couldn't stop blaming myself.
I want to learn anything you will teach me.. I will not pry or push..
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