now i realise i don't want to go,
because there are still loads of thing that i don't know,
like how to be independant and make it on my own,
to be in love and then be all alone,
to never be married or have a child,
to be really down and then to be all wild,
so for my death i'll let nature decide,
so until then i'll enjoy lifes ride.
red eyes and red face
the devil has come to this place
spread his evil all around
he created the bark of a hound
he created the thunder
did he create the fire i wonder?
the black heart he carries
dark evil he marries
i am sitting alone and wanting to die,
wishing that life would just pass me by,
with a knife in my hand, held against my wrist,
remembering the fighting and bashing of your fist,
trying to stop the heart and make it bleed,
closing my eyes wanting to be freed,
not remembering your face, not listening to your voice,
trying to block out all the sound, trying to block out all the noise,
leaving my body, drifting away,
into my coffin where i ling to lay,
where there's no to hurt and noone to see me,
to watch the earth and the ones that mean something to me,
so i wish you farewell but please don't cry,
as i took my life as everyone will die.
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