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oh my gosh, this site was the only thing i had that was secure, my friends and my own to where we could talk about anything it was the only safety cussion i had left but now it's been invaded by people who won't stay out of my life.

i love my baby!!!!

I'M HEAD OVER HEELS FOR U..... U KNOW WHO U ARE

so we're having a party in class, and we're going to watch A Walk to Remember. that movie's really sad but i like the movie anyways. so im kinda bored... blah:P

there are rats among us (at my school) lol (he he he) they need to keep their rodent noses out of people's business

blah :P my v-day was not the best, the only good thing that happened was getting to chill with my friends and her guys. we had lots of fun. there was not one valentine for me :(. these one chics were all like i wish i could have more that one flower. *frowns* greedy things. i was like well at least you have a flower so be happy with that. guys suck (no offense) geez, what is this a fooking pity party? *slaps face*

sorry, ahh that's better hope everyone's v-day was betta than mine. :)

so i am sitting here at the library fun fun, just wanted to say an extra thank u jacob for the card!

okay, ranting slash emotion output time.....









whenever i like a guy it seems like no one returns my feelings... :(

these certain beeches won't stay out of my life, gotta clean up my language here...

school is like the only good thing in my life cause that's where my only true friends are.

like everything in my life is all weird and screwy, it's hard to sort out one feeling from anouther.

ugghh, driving school is starting up...



umm... i don't really like valentines day cause i know this is gonna sound real pathetic here but i have never gotten anything from any guys and it sux.

my mom and i have had a couple spats but it's all good :P

my dad.. umm.. were getting along at the moment

gary(my real dad).. doesn't talk to me, yeah :)

add more l8r

grr my lap top is screwed up so i borrowed my friends, i won't get it back until like at least 1040 :( since i was having major withdraw, my friend let me borrow hers. thank you!!

blah that's it for now may add more l8r

blah blah blah it's a very blah day.

just blah nothing really remotely exciting. so this is what's going down. if i like a guy sometimes i call him my sexy.. wierd but i can't have sexys anymore because it never works. sigh

oh well more l8r

i hate it how a guy reels you in, and make u think they like you then you find out that they are biting ur best friends,... then u find out they have just been playing with u the whole entire time.. no i am done with it all!!! i tired of being treated like this, so no more guys online cause they all just break ur heart anyways, i want to cry and cry and keep crying because i thought i meant something to you but i guess i am not that important to you. i guess i am worth nothing more then the dirt on the bottom of ur shoe. :(

when i can't talk to you it hurts

where have u gone?

thinking and missing u bunches.

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so this girl from our school died, which is really sad :(

i feel really bad for all her family and friends. may she rest in peace

okay i need to work out some of my feeling here...

okay, i am happy when i talk to u... i think about you all the time.

i am mad cause this one chic won't keep her nose out of my business!

i can't quit thinking of u, weird huh?bvg

okay, so i wonder if u are mad at me, haven't seen u in a while....

so venting time.... okay two of my friends will know what i am talking about here,..

okay this *&^%$ needs to stay the fook out of my life. if i like someone it is none of her fooking business!! grr.. she needs to get her own life and stop eavsdroping in on mine!! oh and this other chic needs to stop acting like she cares because she really doesn't and she should just leave me alone!

okay so today, is...okay... could be better