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As I wander in the darkness the sun beams on me, where is my sun glasses, to be in the light of day as it warms me from my chilled state lerking around at nite tring to find myself hungry but not. Am I willing to go that path to be in the darkness or do I wait as I have for 40 years? The craving never stop but my humanity will if I change, got to love humanity, Ive always been a bit odd but to change would devistate my mother she had a hard enough time when I was a child. Having the blood lust from hell I don't even remember all the pets I had as a child she finnally quit getting them for me, they would always die, she always said I was a cruel child killing things hell I even tried to eat my little sister once she found me biting her, I don't remember any of it though it just swarms around me like a fog, My life is always hectic but do I except my heritage she even tried to christian me when I was a week old. But I stay young looking don't get to sick but I am always hungry and weak. what is the choice you make? My youngest is 13 and if I choose the path I know to be the true one I can never come back.