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Last week I buried my grandfather, he was very important for me and my children he raised me til I was 12. his new wife refused me the flag that was his from his wwII duty and says it will go to her grandchildren. I am totally distraught about it, he was the world to me.

Boy this is good, they put me on hormones to regulate things anyway I can barely get up and walk half the time what is up with that, its crazy, I'm in more pain now than I was before its nuts I wander who gave the DR his license Cracker Jack.

We went to a movie tonight it was ok and my tear glands still don't work but I'm sure they will.

Today wasnt bad, I slept like the dead last nite it was nice. I guess I'm just wore out. Yesturday was rocky for me. I hated everything wanted to kill the next dumbass to say something stupid. Having this issue I have is bringing me down, I never wanted a hysterectomy. I know alot of people get them but I think they are selling me short and just taking the easy way out.

well I guess It will be a day by day thing every day is a new adventure.

Today is a hard journey for me I found out I have a precancerous cells in my Uterus. What the hell is pre cancer I understand the concept but hell is it or its not dont make any sense to me. Is it like your kinda Pregnant or I was pre mena posal hell dropp the Pre and admit that you want to dice me up and save me but dont give me precancer shit. It makes me mad, I dont bother people and try to be a decent person and here is my reward Precancer cells damn can I pick door # 3? Well I guess not Each day is going to be a new feeling for me and I will keep a journal of it.