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if denial was a profession I'd be a millionaire. its my favorite way of dealing with everything in my life that i don't like, when i was young and my father didn't want me i denied he was alive when i was in high school and my mother said we were about to lose everything i denied it was happening, now my mom goes to these doctors appts and she says their looking for cancer, but i refuse to believe it. i refuse to believe that these things happen at all, let alone to me..... in the past its worked fine, no one cared if my father was dead or alive to me. he wasnt in the picture, my mother figured out how to work the finances and we didnt lose everything....but these appts are rele starting to worry me, i want to be strong for her, but when ever i'm not around her and i think about losing her i break down, i'm soooo stressed, i cant talk to ppl about it because they cant fix it and it just makes everyone sad and then they worry about me and that doesnt help anything.....