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The Test I Failed

09:43 Sep 13 2007
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The Test I Failed



The Test I Failed



I've always been a straight "A" student.



I've never failed a test,



But this is one test I was bound to fail.



I sit on the table as the doctor walks in.



I nervously play with the hem of the backless hospital gown I'm wearing.



The doctor asks me to lie down.



As I lay back, I remind myself that this is necessary.



He turns on the machine and grabs the needles attached to it.



I take a deep breath and close my eyes.



I tell him I'm ready.



He pushes the first needle through my skin and into my thigh muscle.



I wince in pain as the needle goes in.



Then I clench my fists.



The second needle goes in,



I clench my jaw so I don't cry out.



Then the third,



Tears stream down my cheeks to land on the pillow beneath my head.



In goes the fourth needle,



I cry out and beg him to stop



Because I can't stand the pain.



My mom takes my hand to comfort me.



The fifth goes in,



And I cry out once more, pleading with him to stop.



My mom can no longer see me in such agony,



So she tells him to stop.



Angrily he yanks the needles from my legs,



And pain radiates through them.



I sit up and curl into my mom's comfroting embrace.



The doctor turns to my mom and I in anger



And tells us he can't do the test because I won't relax.



We look at my legs,



Already bruised from the needles,



And she tells him it doesn't matter



Then helps me from the room.











(note: this test was actually done to me. I didn't make any of it up.)

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Another without a title

09:43 Sep 13 2007
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No Title (similar to the other)



I was lost and confused



My world was dark and grey



And I could not find the light



My heart was broken and bruised



My faith in love was lost



My hope for love destroyed



I had nowhere to turn



Nowhere to run



I was scared and alone



I was hurt and unsure



I didn't have the strength to go on



It hurt too much



But then my luck changed



I found you



You lit the way



I was no longer lost and confused



My heart began to mend



You restored my faith in love



And brought me new hope



I am no longer afraid



I am no longer unsure



Your love has lifted me up



And brought me into the light



You've taught me how to love again



You've brought me happiness beyond my wildest dreams



My heart is yours



And yours alone



Forever



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Poem without a title

09:42 Sep 13 2007
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Poem (without title)



I was lost in the dark



No hope could I see



Love had been lost



Twice my heart had been shattered



I lived in a place of heartache and despair



The days were long



The nights were cold



I was on a lonely road



With no end in sight



I was scared



I was hurt



I was lost



My faith in love was dead



But then you came along



You were my light in the dark



The man who would save me from my lonely journey



Suddenly my faith in love was restored



You gave me hope



Because of your love



My days are no longer long



My nights are no longer cold



So I thank you



For giving me hope



For giving me faith



And for making me the luckiest girl in the world



I love you

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Isis101
Isis101
23:44 Oct 20 2008

I like this!



(Good for you too)





 

Written For Class...the teacher made me...

09:42 Sep 13 2007
Times Read: 714






A Fairy Tale Princess



A Fairy Tale Princess - Ceridwen Connelly



Her eyes were as blue as the bluest sky,



And they shined like the stars in the heavens.



Her lips were as red as a rose,



And shaped like a heart.



Her skin was white as snow,



And smooth as silk.



Her voice was as sweet as honey,



And like music to the ears.



Her hair was black as midnight,



And soft as goose down.



Her touch was light as a feather,



And gentle as a lamb.



The animals were drawn to her,



Like moths to a flame.



Her name was Snow White,



And she was a fairy tale princess.







I wrote that for my creative writing course. Not the best but oh well.

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Old Poem...

09:41 Sep 13 2007
Times Read: 715


Tired and weary,



I bent down



To place the freshly cut rose



Upon your grave.



I tried not to cry,



But as I read the inscription



Carved upon your tombstone,



"Beloved son and brother,



Kind hearted, gentle, animal lover,



A true friend,



And a faithful Christian",



Tears began to trickle down my cheeks.



I choked back a sob,



Whispered goodbye,



And let the rose drop.


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Isis101
Isis101
23:43 Oct 20 2008

very nice...





 

Goodbye

09:40 Sep 13 2007
Times Read: 716




Goodbye



I took for granted that you'd stay



You'd be there when I awoke the next day



I have so many things I want to say



But you're not here with us today



I'm very heart-broken that you've been swept away



But the comfort of God is with me this day



Here in my heart



I feel a pain as though I have been shot with a dart



In my stomach a knot



In my throat my words get caught



And upon my cheek lies a salty tear



You're so far and yet so near



You were loved by us all



Big and small



So kind and sweet



The smile on your face to the heart a treat



Through bad times



And sad times



Glad times



And good times



You were there



And on this day we'll shed a tear



We loved you so



That you know



We'll miss you so now that you're gone



But we know our hearts will go on



In our hearts the memory of you shall never die



So knowing this we say Goodbye







In loving memory of loved ones who have passed.

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Kinda cheesy, but it won an award...

09:39 Sep 13 2007
Times Read: 717






Award Winner



My True Love - Ceridwen Connelly



He has stolen my heart



Cupid's found me with his dart



I don't know how to tell him though



For if he loves me I do not know



If he does not love me



Brokenhearted I would be



When I think of never never holding him I cry



To never hold him would be to die



Yet when I think of having his love



I feel as though I could soar in the clouds above



If only I could feel his lips



And touch his face with my fingertips



I know I'll tell him of my love someday



But right now in my dreams he'll stay



He's my true love



We'd go together like a hand and a glove



So until he returns my heart



Or Cupid finds him with a dart



I will lay here looking at the clouds above



And daydream of my one true love







I know, cheesy, but, hey it did win an award.

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