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The Test I Failed
09:43 Sep 13 2007
Times Read: 711
The Test I Failed
The Test I Failed
I've always been a straight "A" student.
I've never failed a test,
But this is one test I was bound to fail.
I sit on the table as the doctor walks in.
I nervously play with the hem of the backless hospital gown I'm wearing.
The doctor asks me to lie down.
As I lay back, I remind myself that this is necessary.
He turns on the machine and grabs the needles attached to it.
I take a deep breath and close my eyes.
I tell him I'm ready.
He pushes the first needle through my skin and into my thigh muscle.
I wince in pain as the needle goes in.
Then I clench my fists.
The second needle goes in,
I clench my jaw so I don't cry out.
Then the third,
Tears stream down my cheeks to land on the pillow beneath my head.
In goes the fourth needle,
I cry out and beg him to stop
Because I can't stand the pain.
My mom takes my hand to comfort me.
The fifth goes in,
And I cry out once more, pleading with him to stop.
My mom can no longer see me in such agony,
So she tells him to stop.
Angrily he yanks the needles from my legs,
And pain radiates through them.
I sit up and curl into my mom's comfroting embrace.
The doctor turns to my mom and I in anger
And tells us he can't do the test because I won't relax.
We look at my legs,
Already bruised from the needles,
And she tells him it doesn't matter
Then helps me from the room.
(note: this test was actually done to me. I didn't make any of it up.)
Another without a title
09:43 Sep 13 2007
Times Read: 712
No Title (similar to the other)
I was lost and confused
My world was dark and grey
And I could not find the light
My heart was broken and bruised
My faith in love was lost
My hope for love destroyed
I had nowhere to turn
Nowhere to run
I was scared and alone
I was hurt and unsure
I didn't have the strength to go on
It hurt too much
But then my luck changed
I found you
You lit the way
I was no longer lost and confused
My heart began to mend
You restored my faith in love
And brought me new hope
I am no longer afraid
I am no longer unsure
Your love has lifted me up
And brought me into the light
You've taught me how to love again
You've brought me happiness beyond my wildest dreams
My heart is yours
And yours alone
Forever
Poem without a title
09:42 Sep 13 2007
Times Read: 713
Poem (without title)
I was lost in the dark
No hope could I see
Love had been lost
Twice my heart had been shattered
I lived in a place of heartache and despair
The days were long
The nights were cold
I was on a lonely road
With no end in sight
I was scared
I was hurt
I was lost
My faith in love was dead
But then you came along
You were my light in the dark
The man who would save me from my lonely journey
Suddenly my faith in love was restored
You gave me hope
Because of your love
My days are no longer long
My nights are no longer cold
So I thank you
For giving me hope
For giving me faith
And for making me the luckiest girl in the world
I love you
Written For Class...the teacher made me...
09:42 Sep 13 2007
Times Read: 714
A Fairy Tale Princess
A Fairy Tale Princess - Ceridwen Connelly
Her eyes were as blue as the bluest sky,
And they shined like the stars in the heavens.
Her lips were as red as a rose,
And shaped like a heart.
Her skin was white as snow,
And smooth as silk.
Her voice was as sweet as honey,
And like music to the ears.
Her hair was black as midnight,
And soft as goose down.
Her touch was light as a feather,
And gentle as a lamb.
The animals were drawn to her,
Like moths to a flame.
Her name was Snow White,
And she was a fairy tale princess.
I wrote that for my creative writing course. Not the best but oh well.
Old Poem...09:41 Sep 13 2007
Times Read: 715
Tired and weary,
I bent down
To place the freshly cut rose
Upon your grave.
I tried not to cry,
But as I read the inscription
Carved upon your tombstone,
"Beloved son and brother,
Kind hearted, gentle, animal lover,
A true friend,
And a faithful Christian",
Tears began to trickle down my cheeks.
I choked back a sob,
Whispered goodbye,
And let the rose drop.
Goodbye
09:40 Sep 13 2007
Times Read: 716
Goodbye
I took for granted that you'd stay
You'd be there when I awoke the next day
I have so many things I want to say
But you're not here with us today
I'm very heart-broken that you've been swept away
But the comfort of God is with me this day
Here in my heart
I feel a pain as though I have been shot with a dart
In my stomach a knot
In my throat my words get caught
And upon my cheek lies a salty tear
You're so far and yet so near
You were loved by us all
Big and small
So kind and sweet
The smile on your face to the heart a treat
Through bad times
And sad times
Glad times
And good times
You were there
And on this day we'll shed a tear
We loved you so
That you know
We'll miss you so now that you're gone
But we know our hearts will go on
In our hearts the memory of you shall never die
So knowing this we say Goodbye
In loving memory of loved ones who have passed.
Kinda cheesy, but it won an award...
09:39 Sep 13 2007
Times Read: 717
Award Winner
My True Love - Ceridwen Connelly
He has stolen my heart
Cupid's found me with his dart
I don't know how to tell him though
For if he loves me I do not know
If he does not love me
Brokenhearted I would be
When I think of never never holding him I cry
To never hold him would be to die
Yet when I think of having his love
I feel as though I could soar in the clouds above
If only I could feel his lips
And touch his face with my fingertips
I know I'll tell him of my love someday
But right now in my dreams he'll stay
He's my true love
We'd go together like a hand and a glove
So until he returns my heart
Or Cupid finds him with a dart
I will lay here looking at the clouds above
And daydream of my one true love
I know, cheesy, but, hey it did win an award.
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