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Ah, Illness...
08:27 Feb 19 2008
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It would seem that every time I think I am going to feel better for a while something else happens. The Lupus continues to feel the need to make me hurt and feel like total crap. All I want to do is sleep and hope the pain is gone when I awake. The problem is that humans don't hibernate lol. I'm just really tired of feeling like this. I want to do more normal things. I want to dance more like I used to. Instead I feel run down and sick. I know people with Lupus go through bad spells and times that are better. This is the longest bad spell I have had in a long time. Probably because the idiots who work the system have not yet said yes to my social security disability claim and the county doesn't seem to want to treat my Lupus. Apparently I am some kind of liability. Won't I be more of one if I die? I'm not saying I'll die, but if I did they would be in trouble for not treating me. Idiots. I just want to feel better. :( Okay, I am done ranting...for now...

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