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Is it a preminition?

An illusion of deja vu?

Or simply just an illusion?

Possibly my brain cells are just inbalanced.

That would explain the things that I see.

A hallucination is a perception of a visual and auditory experience without an external stimulous.

I see things that have quite a compelling sense of reality to me.

Explaining this to anyone would definately be a vain attempt to find an answer to why.

For it is only human nature to want to understand the cause to an effect.

For this reason, we license people as psychiatrists, psychologists, psychoanalysts, and psychotherapists.

Because they give people a reason.

This disorder or that chemical inbalance explains these obscene visions that cannot possibly be true.

But I refuse to give into societies resolution to the unexplainable.

It's too real to me.

I cannot ignore things that haunt me so intensely.

However, I am submitting to my human nature in needing to know an answer.

I don't know how much longer I can take it.

Part of me just wants a guardian angel, or daemon for that matter, to shield my eyes and lull me to sleep.

Light thinks it travels faster than anything but it is wrong. No matter how fast light travels, it finds the darkness has always got there first, and is waiting for it.