A Little More About This Dark Princess13:30 Aug 02 2010
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Now where were we, oh yeah that's right my perfect life lol cough splutter.... Well after that my life went from bad to worse my "perfect" man turned out to be an abusive alcoholic, who took great delight in beating me black and blue on a daily basis, and that started when i got pregnant with our first child together and ended the day i walked out after a 10 year relationship with him and being married for just 7 weeks. But back to our first child my son was born healthy on the 15th of March 2000, he is my smiling assassin because he can get away with murder just with a smile. Life wasn't too bad it was manageable, it was then i made the decision i was a big girl lol silly me and moved into a house with my partner. So lets recap I'm 18 with 4 children and so far had enough BS to last me a few lifetimes lol. But being the glutten for punishment that i am and hoping maybe he will change, we decide to go for baby number 5 god help me what was i doing. So my next child was born just over a year after his brother, on the 23rd of march 2001 ok enough's enough you might say well think again. My Isaac is i would have to say the most psycho of my dark princes but i love him just as much as the others :) In between all of this are regular broken bones, black eyes, bruises, trips to the hospital and hiding from everyone so that they didn't know what was going on ( its pretty bad when you have to get people to identify you by your tattoos because you are that badly beaten ) but did i leave HELL NO, I'm tough i can stay, families are meant to stay together right??? Shall i continue... yes i think i shall, for those that want to criticize me for the amount of kids i have, or at what age D.I.L.L.I.G.A.F until you walk a day in my shoes, or know exactly what was going on at the time. Kindly take your comments and opinions and shove them up your ass SIDEWAYS :) Ok sorry about that back to it, not long after Isaac was born we moved 250 kms away, so i had no friends and no family my only support was my ex husbands family, Oh Joy Oh Delight lol. So life goes on or atleast some semblance of a life, i remember very little of that time, I think its safer that way my next happy moment was discovering i was pregnant with my daughter but.... that too ended up being a moment that turned to shock as i was to discover it was not 1 but 2 children that i was carrying i was happy, sad, nervous, excited and had so many more emotions that i don't need to list lol ( you get the idea ) . But when does my life ever go to plan... unfortunately I discovered that at just 16 weeks one of my baby's hearts had simply stopped beating, now here is me thinking haven't I had enough yet? Cant someone else have the bad luck but someone either has a sick sense of humour, or in a past life i was a really bad girl because you guessed it, more bad luck was to follow. At just 28 weeks pregnant they bundle me in a plane and send me to the nearest big hospital, because the child remaining inside me was struggling and had to be born very soon so here i was i had not even come to terms with losing yet another child and all i can think is FOR FUCK SAKE not this one too. But whether it was the power of prayer or my little girls will to live, she was born a week later on the 22nd of September 2002 weighing in at just 3lb 2oz. My little princess was perfect just tiny and spent the next 6 weeks in hospital learning how to do all the things she shouldn't have been doing yet. But my little Immy was a fighter and was a whopping 4lbs when she came home lol. So back home it was to 4 children under 5 with a newborn life was grand til the brilliant decision was made lets move interstate so my "man" could get a decent job and we could start a new life for our family. Who can guess what happened next? Well after being there for a little over a month we get a phone call, the mother in law has breast cancer so we pack up our family and come back. I forgot to add in this time i got pregnant AGAIN this would be baby number 7 in 7 years someone kill me please what i didnt add is my body rejected most contraceptives and try telling a man you are in a long term relationship with he has to wear protection HAHAHAHAHA what a joke that was. So we drove 3000kms back to be at her side while she fought her battle and at 22 weeks pregnant my water broke ( SHIT BABIES DONT SURVIVE BORN THAT EARLY ) and thats right thank god she wasn't born then, I managed to keep her in there for 6 more days. My Precious little girl Ataliah was born at 22wks 6 days weighing a mere 15oz her struggle was long and very hard and she still battles everyday she spent 11 months in hospital, and it was 2 months before i even got to hold my child life was pretty crappy to say the least To Be Continued....
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Darkwulf
05:47 Aug 18 2010
he needs to leave you the f*ck alone and move on with his life, he is a pathetic creep wannabe
markus666
17:36 Sep 05 2010
The fellow that you are describing is suffering from a mental disorder and he will not end the harassing of you, until he get medical advise. His social environment must be around you, because in his little brain, you are the one that he is blaming for his bad "karma". This guy is infatuated with you. Keep a low profile, do not return his call or text. And I wish you the best of luck. By the way, when someone has a mental decease, restraining order issued by a judge, 90% doesn't work.
FeverDreams
14:26 Sep 23 2010
put that creep behind bars or sumfin!