The Ultimate Vampire Resource and Directory

by danielle



All these memories I cannot hide!

Please, I need someone in whom I can confide...

My loves, My hates, My dreams, My hope,

I need someone to help me cope.



No one understands what I have been through.

This pain I hide is really true.

They don't see what I'm really like inside...

The scared little girl seems easy to hide.



Scared of dying, Scared of being alone.

Which is why I'm writing this poem...

So someone can see that I'm not all right;

I wake up in a cold sweat in the middle of the night.



When it is too dark to see...

The scared little girl inside of me.

by danielle



Where did he go...when he left that night

Why did he make my life only livable in fright

Where was his head, when he did what he did

What were the last words, he would have said?



Where was his heart, when he thought he was right

Why was I the one to walk in that very night

How many hours did he think of this

Does he know how much of him I miss?



Is he watching me, as I walk

Is he standing by me, listening while I talk?

Why do Knife blades, seem so sharp

Why was his blood, bleeding through my heart



Is there something I could have done

To stop him in this terrible game that he won

Why did they pick on him, all of the time

Didn't they know where to draw the line?



When will I see him again?

When will I be face to face with him?

When can my empty soul fill?

Oh how much blood he has spilled



When will the nightmares stop?

When can I look someone in the eyes without a teardrop?

How many days will it be till I know

My question... Where did he go?

by danielle



The first time I saw you

I'll be honest,

I didn't really think much of you,

But what was upon us.



Friendship was in the beginning

Love was in the end,

When we first met,

You were only just my friend.



Now that we tried love

And it didn't seem to work out,

The thoughts that go through my head,

They all just make me pout.



Thoughts of how sweet you were

Of how kind and gentle,

I didn't know that this soon,

Things would be all mental.



I didn't know that it would end up this bad,

We hardly ever talk,

I wanna be friends again,

Without feeling like a rock.



You made me feel worthless at times,

But you gave me something special,

The love and kindness of a friendship,

That's what makes it all so simple.



You loved me at times,

But others you were worthless,

The words that came out of your mouth,

I never knew someone could be so ruthless.



As fast as it got good

It got worse,

We had a lot going for us,

But now it's like a curse.



More than just friends

Is what I wanted to be,

But now I wish I could have seen,

What was going to happen to me.



You tore my heart into a million pieces,

You made my heart bleed and cry,

If only I could have seen before,

That our love was just a joke and a lie.



I never would have kept

What we had so alive,

If only I had known before,

That our love was just a joke and a lie.