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Lying awake in my bed, i hear the rain hit the roof of my old rundown house, watching shadows dance across my ceiling , i let out a sigh wraped in a blanket of darkness, i close my eyes and see the things that most frigthen me as i dream i am hunted by who and but what is unclear , i hear dogs barking as they chase me through woods , i run and leap over logs and broken trees, i hear the forest crying for me her child, i trip and fall and thier hovering over me is a man i think he is a man his voice sounds so familar , through ishould feel afraid i am calm , he lends me hand but i spit in his face as i do i know in my heart he is the one that betrayed me long ago, he pulls a dagger out and peices my heart, and as my life drains from my body he whispers in my ear, " you should have stayed with me witch , but instead you chose to protect him" i wake with such a pain in my chest its almost like i feel where i was stabbed and i am forever left wondering who was i protecting? and i know in my mind that i did the right thing i saved a life by giving mine.. everynight its the same dream although some nights its different somehow, so many dreams have haunted me..... from time to time i have one where i am in a beauitful ball gown and dancing with a man , who makes me feel at ease and yet i cant not see his face.... and what is strange about it is that we dance underneath the night sky where i feel like i am floating... well that has been yet another weird entry , maybe someone can help me figure out what my dreams mean?

within the darkness everythings seems clear, within the shadows i feel safe, so many things awake inside me when i sit in the dark , how to explain the overwhelming flood of feelings that seem to control my everymove, alurt and agile as a cat, my eyes seem to sharpen in vision and shadows seem to dance across the wall , taunting me with their freedom.. licking my lips a smell the faint smell of lavendar that i had burned a day or two ago, at last i am at peace within the dark not dead but just at peace, like a hunter hunting its pray careful not to get to close , for i may be calm but i will strike with a speed