Thank god for music, without it..........I'd go insane! It's been a rough week....I won't bore y'all with details, but it's been shitty. I keep fucking up, shit goes bad at work, my personal life is in the fucking toilet.......it never stops. I am fucking exhausted! What to do next.......I don't have a clue! What is with people? I just don't understand..........why can't just someone show up and save my sorry ass! Oh yeah, thats right..........that would be fucking asking too much. Heaven forbid I get a little help..........no wonder I drink too much............
Whoa, have not slept right in a week..........time for drastic measures. Pills! Why did I not think of it sooner! Need some rest, got a big weekend comming up..........should be great. If I can only get through this week at work. Missing someone alot......don't really know what to do about that! Maybe the booze and time off will help! Too many parties and whatnot.........Saturday is a busy day for me! Need a chauffer! Plus I get to eat something for once, I am way too thin............
Well, normal for me! Finally off weekends, and guess what? Stood up two nights in a row! Un-fucking-believeable.........it could only happen to me! It's Sunday, I don't really want to go boozing, but there ain't much else to do. Maybe run into some people.........Today the baby sis calls me from Floriday. She don't think I know, it's probably a lesbian festival or some shit like that. She knows that stuff sorta twists me up, just the idea of it and all, not that I am a bigot or anything.........she knows it just worries me. What can I say, I'm old fashioned............
Things are bad.......new place to live, going back to work.....I am not on here as much. Things will change when my work schedule gets under control.....I cannot wait!
Yeah, you guessed it.......gotta take her out to dinner. There goes about a hundred......and gotta drive to freaking Allentown! Don't know where the sisters are at, they can't be fucking found........But soon weekends off!
Holy crap, I'm going to weekends off! I waited a year and a half for this............I am totally cranked up! Can you belive it? Every other weekend I am off Friday thru Sunday! Out fucking standing! What will I do with myself? Oh yeah..........I'm a alcholic........I think I will find something to do. I recently have an urge to find a girlfriend........not a fuck buddy......but a real girlfriend. Someone who will stick with me, hang out......ya know the whole lovey dovey stuff. This sex stuff is nice and all, but it is still lacking the emotionaly stuff........I need some stability, right now I am TOTALLY out of fucking control........
Why do little people laugh when they run? The grass tickles their privates.........
This is just plain nuts.........this place sucks! Shit barely works, its small and old. I can't belive I signed on for this shit...........plus I gotta cut the fucking grass! All afternoon sweating my balls off pushing that old piece of shit around. Its loud ouside all the fucking time, the parental figure bothers me all the time........WTF? Leave me the fuck alone! I gotta go get fucking drunk........
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what a shining and golden solution.
BABYYYYYYYYYY...you need to call me, that seems to cheer you up all the time :o)
*ppsstt, oh and move!
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Sinora
10:46 May 29 2008
*Puts on super hero garb, climbes to the top of the roof, gets ready to take off....**** where does bunk56 live ????*......*sighs*...perperation is all.