Holy shit! You know after a good load on, your streached out on the bed,contemplating on whether or not to get up............and then "what the fuck?" You are not in your bed! Where the fuck am I? What the hell happened, how did I get here? WHOSE bed is this! What have I done? Holy sheeeeeit............Yes, I did it again this morning. I won't go into the torid details, but everything turned out alright (for once)
This has got to stop...........yeah, right sheesh.
I MUST have been freaking stoned out of gourd to fuckup my password on here! How the hell did I do it? I can't believe I locked myself outa here for three days, and could not figure out how to get a new one! I know I have memory problems.........but shit! So know I am back again. Got three days off thank satan.....hmm, what to do?
Kinda depressed, the month is almost over, and I have accomplished next to nothing. I guess I am happy just to get outta work alive. Gotta start planing my August party.........Yes, I am that slow......of course everything goes wrong when I least expect it. This oil bullshit is just plain nuts.........its really fucking up my expenses, and that I do not like!
Ok, I know shits bad........but things are a little bit better for me. The 'ol leg and ankle is better, stills feels strange, but not 'too' much pain. The last couple of days were cool at work. All I gotta do is get through friday. I just know the shit is gonna hit the fan on my friday, it always does. Just about one more hour left in the shift.......bang! Right in my face, some bullshit that could have been taken care of hours ago! These fuckers wear me out! But no, I am gonna get up early, shave, put on my psudo suit, and go tear shit up at the office! Fuck'em, I'll get them before they get me! I am leaving early no matter what! Gotta shop for my next ex-girlfriend! LMFAO!
I do thank ya all for visiting here. I know I rant and rave alot. But seriously, does no one else find the shit going on as a problem? Maybe I am losing a grip. I spend my nights at work wondering what the fuck is going on. Ok, I miss people, its natural.......what to do, thats the question of the month. I don't know, I just do what I gotta..........what the hell else am I gonna do? Make no mistake, I appreciate ya'all!
Ok, I got a little overboard with the last one. But holy shit, does any of this make sense? When was the last time you saw all this shit come up? I mean, is it a coincidence or what? I mean can we get any fucking worse? Ya all know how much I love Sara M. Gellar and all, and her last movie, ya it was not the best, but I did find it fascinating.......I think we are headed that way. Southland tales sorta spelled it out, people care more about themselves than anything else! I mean, come on...........what the fuck is going on with everything? It costs me 300 bucks for the PRIVELEDGE to drive to work. That is fucking retardarded! When does this shit stop, when we start shooting people to get our "shit"? I am scared, plus I have lots of ammo.......
It is true. Oil is through the roof, medication for the elderly is a joke, no food for some, prices of everything going up, the housing market is a failure, and now around here the catholic churches are shutting down. Not to mention floods, earthquakes etc..................tell me shit ain't about to hit the fan? Oh yes, now we want to ban smoking in bars. You gotta be fucking kidding me...........In these days all you can do is drink and lit up! There is no more options. Donate, donate,recycle, go green, save the fucking polar bears whatever. Years ago it was save the fucking trees..........now with the price of oil, MOW them down, we needs them for heat! WTF! The presidential election? Give me a break, we are screwed no matter what. It is just a matter of time, let the strong survive.......
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On the smoking ban:
Like they haven't pissed us off enough!!!
How much more do they think we're going to take.
It's been a really bad day. People don't take offense...........I gotta take some time off.
Just found out my new schedule..........Night shift, weekends off till June of 09! Yes (pumps fist up and down!) Gosh dammit, I deserve it! I am so fucking happy! Of course, once and a while I gotta work a weekend when the other dudes take off and whatnot, but shit, that ain't that bad...........Gotta get my groove on! I gotta get married or something close to it! This alone shit sucks...........ya all know I could be having fun with someone with me!
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You probably could have fun In a damn cardboard box cause that's who you are. You're a good man and deserve so much more.
I know better than most you could be having fun with someone with you. You will find that someone and you will love her as much as she loves you. Congrats on finally getting your weekends off....I'm sure I'll see you at the bar again soon.
Ya know, I hear alot................(yes, sometimes I listen) I got alot of people bitchen about being lonely and all. I know it sucks, but shit......if you are talking to me and what not, how lonely are you? You get what I'm saying, there are truly few peeps that are lonely, maybe just alone. That is rough, but at least you got someone to listen to.......my new thing is to talk to people I never talked to before! It is a project! I just gotta do it now! Who knows what will come of it! Just hopefully they don't want to kill and chop me up...........
Alright, not a real good weekend. It happens........sometimes things don't work out like ya would like. That is the way it is. I get to go back to the shit tommorrow, that is the only thing I know. I guess for some of us, that is just the way it is........I don't know. I do know it sucks, but ya take what is dealt to you. "from dead to worse"..........yes I am hearing that..........
I am fucking exhausted! A rough week, and it's only gonna get worse with the weekend comming up............I had a nightmare about the freaky kid, I woke up screaming and sweaty! I just wish I could do more..........but I am a nobody. Why can't fucking people wake up! I don't even have kids and I was shocked, perhaps it is a sign or something. Knowing my luck, I'll knock someone up..........then I guess I gotta learn how to talk and act around the kids!
After last night, holy crap! I still can''t belive it! Who the fuck would allow that? I was totally shook up after last nite! Damn it, that is creepy.....
Hell yes! I don't fucking believe it...........come home from the bar, see a car pulled over, thinking an accident or something. NO! Here they found like a little 4 y.o. little girl soaked standing on the side of the road! WHAT THE FUCK! I was at a loss for words...........here was this little kid with a sucker in her mouth, in her jammies soaking wet! I did not know what to do! I called and my bud answered for the PSP.....thank god! The kid just gets up and fucking bolts! Unbelievable! I guess the person who is caring for her or what not and she just gets out of bed and jets..............thank god there are good people out there, she could have ended up hurt dead or god forbid........I am a mess! This shit needs to stop...........
Summer already? Ehhh, at least saving money without heating oil! WTF? I know I am no tree hugger, but shit......just drill Alaska! For the love of god, we needs it! We could do it conservatorially.....(is this even a fucking word?) Ya know what I fucking mean.....we could do it without truly screwing up the enviro. I ain't that hard, screw the saudi's......they do this shit on purpose to fuck with us! Well I say fuck'em back! It's better than stealing it from 'em......
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Sinora
11:47 Jun 29 2008
No torid details ???? meh > *moves on* lol