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Well today is the 30th. Pushing into July, not too hot out "yet". I can wait, hate sweating my ass off at work. Maybe do some partying the next couple of days, not too much though-got alot to do. Maybe go to Boston in September with my buds, catch the sox playing. I never saw a real pro sporting event in my life, so, it's something new to look forward to. Wanted to go to the carribian, but my freaking passport will take months! Those incompetent fucks.......

Ok, here is an idea...What if you meet someone who is THE one? What do you do? Comeon...we all meet some people and think they are interesing....what if they are that fantasic that you cant sleep, or eat, or function properly...well hell, I aint done that for a long time....they just thought I was mentally incompetatant.... No I am just happy for once....THAT alone is a miracle...

Should I be happy? Don't know, half the freaking year is over already-and it marks me being in the joint nine years now. Where the hell did it all go? Fuck if I know, everyday I just can't wait to walk the hell out in one peice.....which ain't too bad. Makes the rest of the night even better.

I saw the movie "Norbert" the other day. It really was funny! I don't normally like movies like that, but I tried......It was pretty good. I know, I know, it is rare that I laugh and have a good time, but sometimes it happens. There are some new movies I just gotta see, ya know, like hostel 2 (sorta like that stuff, don't know why) and the one with the hotel room.....all looks really good. Fuck the critics, horror and what not, some of US still love it! So what if it aint mainstream, it never was, but had a good run. Back then it was all, ohh did ya see?, is that real? Blah fucking blah, for some of use......we know, or hope to know......screw em, I love these flicks.....

Ok, I stopped it. It did some good, but, I just did not cut it....we all know I need some heavy duty meds....I'll get to it sooner or later. Things are cool now, just taking it slow ya know. Not like I got a choice or anything.....

Yes I am back. There is alot to talk about, but for now I will abstain. For all of you following this stuff, please email with responses, I really need your help! You all know ya want to talk to me, please do so! Help a brotha out! I will be waiting for your response!..............

Ok, I got alot of stuff going on. I wont bore ya all with it. But I have feelings for someone. A witch.....Ok cut it out! Stop fucking around! Yes i finally came out and said it. Strange as it may be it is out there. I am not gonna just throw myself out there! I am just trying it on for size so to speak. See how it rolls ya know....I have no fucking idea, not like i'm a pro or anything......I really dont have a clue, just playing the cards. Hell, I don't even know what the cards are!

Yeah, that would be hard to belive. But who knows. Things could get alot better.....I can only hope. I guess now that summer is comming up I feel really fucking lost. Hot summer nights, all that shit, hope others are out with me, being alone is really crappy! I think about angel, not just buffy and his own show ya know. Walk the night alone. Well gotta tell ya- fuck that! No one needs to walk alone ALL the time! Who the hell knows what will happen?

Ehh, here we are. Holy crap! Half way through the year already? That is spooky! I have no other comment other then life alone sucks!