Save me from myself because i am slowly but surely killing myself from the inside out these thoughts are so overwhelming that living is frustrating and maddering but what hurts is when you go to tell someone your feelings they tell you that your depression is a "phase" its not im ungly , i hate myself and unfourtnely i want to die!
She was the kind of pretty that you didnt really notice at first but once you saw her in the middle of the night with messy hair and tired eyes and tears dancing across her cheeks and dripping into her mouth you would want nothing more than to kiss them away!!
Torn apart
Inscure
Really faking my smile
Extremely sad
Drowning in my tears
yeah just tired
COMMENTS
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EstrangedOne
06:12 Nov 18 2013
If you want to be strong, then show how strong you already are, and build upon it.
I have wanted to die for a long time, but obviously for different reasons than what you seem to show. Don't seek out pity from others, because they won't care unless you re instead trying to reach out to someone. Trust me- I know this from personal experience.
I still do want to die, but only because of something that can't be fixed.
In other words, don't waste your 'mortality' in feeling sorry for yourself. Instead, make the most of it and learn to hold your own against your fears. After all, that is why you think you want to die. Let go of your fears, and show how strong you are inside, instead of pitying yourself for something that is obviously in your own willpower to control.