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bored...
06:20 Aug 20 2005
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I'm bored and I think Amanda is asleep...let me see.... YEP!



I have blue eyes





I hate the beach and swimming...ugh! (hurls) whats so great about sand and water? i can go in my own yard for that! But looking at some pics arent to bad...



MUSIC=LIFE







I also love the color silver...and magic

letter to james...
05:26 Aug 20 2005
Times Read: 629

Dear James,



I am so glad you came into my life. I was about to give up on finding a decent guy who shared my soul and thoughts. Little did i know you would come into my life and i'm glad. You make me so happy. When i am with u am i myself and i dont have to be scared and defensive. I can just let everything go. We have so much in common and your my best friend and companion. Even this letter wouldnt describe how i feel about you. When you put my hand in yours and when you hold me i am reminded there are good things in life worth living for. You are so sweet and cute...i am so lucky. You make me smile when i am down and make me laugh when i want to cry...you let me cry on your shoulder. You will always and forever be a part of me...I LOVE YOU!

evil staples....
19:53 Aug 18 2005
Times Read: 641

EVIL STAPLES......







I STAPLED MY THUMB...AGGGGGGGGGHHHHHH! lol no really i did. It was sorta funny yesterday. I couldnt stop laughing and i was still laughing when i got hurt. I even thought i was high but i wasnt.







I got candy yesterday....awesome...chocolate! But yeah it was nasty pulling it out it sorta felt good though. For a second i didnt even know i stapled my thumb. LMAO.









But yeah i was supposed to go to amandas yesterday but my mom made me go to church...it was ok i guess. Not my choice preferably though.









Today i went to this luncheon thingy with red hat ladies lol. It was fun...hey free food...lol. but yeah i was a pink hatter....i know ha funny.









I am so bored. I wish one of my friends would call me. Amanda, James, lalalalala....looking around.....







Oh yeah i tried that eye color spell again it didnt work i was so pissed i just....arggg....whooo can anyone help me? I really want it to work and i am so fing tired of not doing it and trying to. I better be able to do it or i am gonna go off!









I REALLY MISS YOU JAMES! LUV YOU.

friends...
23:06 Aug 12 2005
Times Read: 700

RANDOM POEM ABOUT FRIENDS....by Melinda



Friends are awesome. They always know what ur feeling and they never let you down. They tell you if you look bad and make you smile when you want to frown. They hold you when you cry and laugh when you when your happy. The craziest moments are when their there. They hold you down in your moments despair. They laugh with you when you get in trouble. And they are always there when your life is about to crumble.













family.... You cant live with them yet you cant live without them. Even though this family adopted me I feel as if i belong but yet i dont. We are all so different. It is like a quilt. I love them at times yet i cant stand them. But I owe them something they are a big part of my life and has helped me become the person i've become today.









I guess we dont really think about it but teachers are a big part of our lives. They deserve better pay though. Sometime were too much but we cant help it. They are patient when they want to be. They paved our future. We just have to choose to walk it.

partay!
22:57 Aug 12 2005
Times Read: 702

Well today i went to the mall... I found this hot shirt for like 10 bucks. Its hot! Me and Amanda are gonna be looking G-O-O-D. You better believe it. We are gonna burn candles and listen to music while we get ready. My dad is gonna take me over there at like 3 so yay.













James and Tyler may be over there this party is gonna be so much fun! We might get high I dont know yet though. I never have before in my life but just as long as people i love are around me and holding my hand i am good. But yeah....fun fun.











I am so hyper at parties it is crazy but oh well thats me. Billie cant come which sux because she was my partner in crime but oh well i guess. Maybe me and amanda will try new spells.











I hope Amanda likes her cd i get her. My chemical romance is freaking hot! lol. Well I guess I am gonna go now I'm bored....oh yeah see you all tommorrow my sexy amigas!

pics
19:21 Aug 10 2005
Times Read: 715

beatiful and artistic...









black and white pics are gorge!







DANCE LIKE NO ONE IS WATCHING...LIFES TO SHORT!











i love candles...







forgotten beauty...







I love Amy Lee...









there is something so mysterious about lightening (i like this pic)







good girls...me and amanda LOL



music is my life....

HANGING OUT....
19:00 Aug 08 2005
Times Read: 732

Well I just hung out with James and Tyler. It wasnt long but one minute with James will make me happy. So yeah we went to the dollar general and got this stuff called green tea wow awesome it tastes a lil funny but it is still good. But yeah i bored rite now and just talking to james on the phone. Heres some pics.







THE 4TH WAS ONE OF MY FRIENDS BDAY'S...AMANDA'S..SO HERE GIRL LUV YA!







I LOVE THIS PIC...ITS LIKE MAGIC!





Rock on girls...







damn my pics are deleted...tear





angel...so innocetnt (wink) its so good being bad









Sry couldnt help myself...









THIS MOVIE IS SEXY AS HELL...

yesterday...
18:31 Aug 05 2005
Times Read: 734






Yesterday I went over to Amanda's. For the first time i chewed tabacco and took a form of ecstacy. Talon ate the other half. But it didnt do shit to me so. But yeah. It was rough yesterday. I cant get over how hot it was when talon pushed me against the wall and kissed me and bit my neck. I never seen that force in him before but i am sure as hell glad.





Well we went back to amanda's. I asked if she had a smoke because well i was stressed and felt lonely. So we smoked a lil and i hid my cig under the garden hose and had to sneak it in the trash when my mom came. Amanda's brother stole her yesterday after dinner. We had pork chops and other stuff but the cake whooo was awesome. But yeah she found her some really cute pants....and yeah i Really miss James....WE WON THAT KISSING CONTEST no doubt about it