MTV called, and everything I just said circled down the drain!
Have you ever been at your wit's end with someone? Have you ever taken all you can stand until you can't stand one more minute? I reached that last minute today. The time ran out and I said things I know I'll regret but they simply had to be said. You know I love you. Regardless of the fact that you constantly disappoint me. Inevitably, you're my responsibility. But what do I do when you've exhausted all of my options?
I love nights like this. In between summer and fall the marsh goes through such a transition. Much like me, it's unsure of how it should react. The urge to cling to summer and all it's warming glory is overwhelming. But letting loose of the strings of humidity, sweltering heat and days that go on forever dangles a carrot of promise for a refreshing, airy change. This warm season has been difficult. More difficult than ever before. I think I'm ready. Ready for freezing temperatures and icy rains to wash away the weight baring down on my heart. I'm tired of hurting. I know the simple change of leaves on the trees won't make anything better. But at least its a change of some sort. I need that change right now. I need something to give...I guess I just simply need.
Just call me, Frankenstein. Or if Birra reads this, "Fronkenstein" . lol
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You feeling any better?
I'm ok. Just feeling a little.......disfigured.
Tonight he said to me, "You've got to stop carrying the weight of the world on your shoulders. You're simply not strong enough for it."
I beg to differ. This world hasn't broken me yet. And I am no where near bending to it's whims.
I actually know a:
Mary Christmas
Fancy Feathers
Rosebud Hedges
Anita Dick (say it like ya mean it)
Candy Barr
Claus Putfarken
Dick Rash (from an earlier post)
Anna Conda
and
Briar Branch
Thank God Stevie Nicks is beyond child bearing age.
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