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love is a temtress. just so warm and inviting. how pathetic can you be? to think that i can love you. how senile can you get? and what do i have to do to make you understand? love is a weak emotion

every person i've come across think i will fall for her just with a simple smile

i'm not as stupid as you think if only you could see how much i truly despise you all ..if only you could see how much it's not going to hurt when i jump and fall from this place

i know you avoid me now

it kills me

i'm not sure how yet still

i think you'd be sad

though that word is bland

since our terms were so bad

wish you'd lended a hand would you ever regret

that you hated me

and our minds never met?

did you never see the damage that was caused?

at least to me did you never pause to listen



If i were gone would you be sorry, would you mourn or laugh ?

would you gasp would you care at all or rejoice in my fall

If i fall in love, does that make me weak?

if i cry, does that make me vulnerable?

if i loose, does that make me subject to pray?

if i hate, does that make me cruel?

if i fall in love, do i loose my heart?

if i cry, do i loose my pride?

if i loose, do i loose myself?

if i hate, do i become like the world?

the first time we met, you told me not to forget

the way i wanted to live my life, and that i'd have to make a sacrifice



there are things i have not shown but in time they will be known

and i know you'll never look at me the same again, not like when we first began



i know you won't like the part of me

that i have to let you see

but if you don't like it then i'm sorry but i'm not going to change for you or anyone else

there is something that i must tell

i'm so in love with you

and yet i don't know what to do

this is where for you, i fell



i tried to be there for you

and yet somehow you never knew

i wanted to say i love you

but didn't know if you wanted me to



i sit and scream hoping you will hear

but you are no where to be near

i lay in bed and cry at night

and i'm fighting this endless war with all my might



i don't think i'll make it out of this one alive

i know now that i wasn't ment to survive

you were the one i loved more than anything

i wanted to be the best for you i wanted to give you everything

i'm sorry i never knew just how bad i was....



i hear you relling at me picking me apart

all the things you hate about me

slowly stabbing your dagger through my heart



I'm sorry i never knew how horrible it was to love you

This pain is real

I can feel myslef slip away

You keep pinting out my flaws stabbing , slicing, twisting the blade



The blood that once held so much love for you is a puddle on the floow and each drip screams i'm sorry



as ifeel myself become cold

as the room growes darker

i find comfort in seeing the last smile i will ever give you

how do you expect me to cry for you just vecasue we're saying goodbye

yes, it hurts for me to lose you and i'll miss you untill the day i die but now that the truth has been spoken i know my heart can't be broken because theis is a sign that i have not yet learned how to love.



i hope you will wipe away your tears and see that this is for the bext i know with time you'll slay your fears and move onward with your quest but please leave not a word unspoken for i know your heart can't be broken



What we had wasn't love .....it was pain in the shape of a heart