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it's happening again...my powers are out of control and i don't know what to do....today i went to grab a galss and it shattered before i touched it...like someone else did it but it hurt when i accidently used my power...i heard the loud ringing in my ears....what is going on?



raven

i hate my brother-in-law

he has verbally abused my sister and i've cancelled my plans for this weekend so i can go down there and kick his ass maybe even murder...noone threatens my sister or my family and gets away wtih it....she said she had to put a restraing order on him cause he threated to take her son christan away from her ....i swear when i see him i'm gonna break his fucking face.

then i'll slit that fucker from ear to ear



raven

i don't know what to do now, i told her i loved her and she .....i wish i could be with her...she tells others we're not like that...i feel as if she is pushing me away...not letting me in and it's my fault ...i wish i could be with her to hold her and feel her heartbeat agaist my chest....i hope she'll realize how much i love her



Raven

i don't think she will talk to me again or much less date me....me and kym had a fight today and april was in the room....i hated kym for what she said...i dont think she would do that to me...at the end of class jenna told me she walked out in tears....it's all my fault....i don't like kym ..i love april and don't want her to push me away but becasue of me i think that's exactly what's going to happen...i'm so stupid



raven

me and her are going out to celebrate her dads birthday...i'm so happy that i'm going out ti eat wtih her.... i miss her so much right now...i want to skip class and go find her....i feel so drawn to her...i have to go bells gonna ring



raven





HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY!!!!!

i like her...i already told her...she feels the same but she doesn't know exactly how i feel

i want to tell more but don't know what to say

i'm really nervous and scared



there's so much she doesn't know...i'm afraid if she finds out that she won't like me anymore

she'll think i'm some freak or something.....what do i do?

tell mom i'm sorry that i didn't say goodbye but i knew that it was time and i just had to fly



tell mom i love her and will forevermore and even though i'm not there with her i'll always be in her soul



tell mom not to worry that i'll be ok and tell how i wish i could see her for just one more day



tell mom not to cry when she hears the new tell her that i'll be alright and not to have the blues



tell mom i'm sorry that i didn't say goodbye but it was time for me



...time for me to die



i'm sorry...